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Jun 01, 2012, 10:01 PM
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Well, one night after 4 years of not feeling anything, I decided to cut, to see what it felt like. For once I felt something. The next day, I regretted it because of the marks. But looking back on it, no one noticed I cut myself. No one at school, not my schools disability counselor, no one. I haven't done it since then, so damn embarrassed. Never will do it again, but felt like crap since no one noticed. And all they had to do was look at me and it would be obvious what had happened.
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 ickydog2006, LadyShadow, Mike_J, Sannah
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Jun 02, 2012, 01:01 PM
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You are very smart not to do it again. I remember feeling that way in church. No one ever noticed all the cuts along my wrists. Yes, I tried to hide them some, but if anyone had actually looked it would have been obvious.
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Jun 02, 2012, 01:02 PM
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As much as you don't want people to see, you still want them to care.
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Jun 02, 2012, 03:02 PM
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In my experience a lot of people are oblivious to self harm, don’t want to acknowledge it, or don’t know how to react so they don’t say anything at all. None the less you made the right choice not to do it again. It can become a terrible habit that can have lifelong consequences.
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Jun 02, 2012, 08:13 PM
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The only thing I remember was the rush I got when I cut myself. I know its messed up to say, but one of the few times I actually felt alive/ felt something.
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Jun 02, 2012, 10:14 PM
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Even if people "notice" they often "dont' notice" because their mind just won't let them aknowlege it because they don't know how to deal with it.
I hope you never do it again, it's such a horrible addiction.
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Jun 03, 2012, 01:40 PM
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Jun 03, 2012, 02:56 PM
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