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Jun 20, 2012, 05:48 PM
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"just need to open up one vein so I can let all this out. I DON'T WANT IT INSIDE ME ANYMORE! Maybe I am schitzophrenic... I DON'T CARE! I JUST WANT IT GONE! PLEASE! I'M SO SICK OF THE INTENSITY! JUST LET ME OPEN ONE GODD D*** MOTHER F****** VEIN! JUST LET ME F****** GET IT OUT! They all tell me not to "bottle s*** up" and then society and everyone around me wants me to the very next f****** second! WHAT THE F***?! MAKE UP YOUR GODD D*** MINDS! I don't know how not to get like this, but they wont let me deal with it the only way I know how! I JUST WANT RELEASE! JUST WANT IT OUT! I'M SO SICK OF THIS FEELING! But theres no acceptable release. Just suppose to burry it deeper and deeper. SO IT GETS WORSE NEXT TIME?! JUST WANT IT GONE!" Should I worry about starting to cut again? I didnt after all that... But I feel like I'm losing control again...
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#2
Jun 21, 2012, 09:12 AM
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Good morning Lost. Yes you should worry about cutting again.. it's great that you didn't cut after all, but when you feel like you are losing control it's time to get some help.
Do you have someone you can talk to about things, a therapist maybe, a school counselor, anyone.. We are always here for you but someone if real life would be great..
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Jun 21, 2012, 09:45 PM
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I am working on getting a therapist. I'm going in on tuesday for a psych eval. And the ball should get rolling from there. I'm begining to realize just how bad my self- esteem and depression issues are becoming, aside from what I think is Asperger's.
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Jun 22, 2012, 05:22 AM
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That's good. Hope psychiatrist will help you in releasing your pressure. If you are working on not to lose control then you WON'T. Please be gentle to your body. You are already hurt, don't hurt it any more...
Wish you well! |
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Jun 22, 2012, 08:07 AM
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[QUOTE=stern;2411094]That's good. Hope psychiatrist will help you in releasing your pressure. If you are working on not to lose control then you WON'T. Please be gentle to your body. You are already hurt, don't hurt it any more...
Wish you well![/QU Thank you for the kind words and support. I had an eye opening experence yesterday, and I'm trying my best to keep a positive out look on things. |
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#6
Jun 22, 2012, 08:09 AM
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So here's another question, should I take this writing to my psych eval?
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Jun 22, 2012, 08:29 AM
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Jun 22, 2012, 10:13 AM
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[QUOTE=stern;2411271]Yes. I think you should so that he can understand better.[/QU] Thats what I was thinking, just wasn't sure. I'm sort of nervous about it, though. I've never gone in for an offical psychological evaluation. They said it may take 2 hours... 0.0
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Jun 24, 2012, 04:48 AM
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Hope it will proof beneficial for you...
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