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Jun 24, 2012, 12:07 AM
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I can no longer rember why I stoped cutting. I went a couple of mouths but why? I fill I have complety lost control again I am back were I was but worsh ( I am cuting deeper and more often then I ever have) there has even been time I cut and do not have any merior of it. After my trip to the er the outher night I have every one beliving I have stoped cutting again. But I am not sure I want to stop again if stoping once then starting again can get me in so deep that I have to go to the er and have times I cutt and have no meriey of it and it seems no corntral over it what is the point in stoping when I know I am doomed to relaps again and one I do it will be worsh then ever and probly kill me. Has any one elsh ever SI'ed and not rembered doing it? I have every one beliveing that I have stoped again so what is the big deal if I can not stop? I mean how are you supose to stop one you SI with out even knowing it? Onc I do countsly SI it helps me makes me happy (well maybe not happy but at lest relaxed) and helps me dill with pain and emoutings
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Jun 24, 2012, 05:04 AM
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If you didn't stop cutting then it will become difficult for you to control yourself and then your SI secret will be revealed to others. I also managed once to make others believe that i'm okay then i lost control and wanted to harm myself secretly but accidently cut so deep that i needed stitches. SI is like an addiction. More you do it, more your urge will be and cutting deeper and deeper can lead you towards disastrous consequences.
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Jun 24, 2012, 10:32 AM
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Keep working on the issues that cause the urges.
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Jun 24, 2012, 12:14 PM
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i have cut and not remeberd it at all or anythihng before that. from what i have had happen is when i stop cutting i have cut worse then before
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Jun 24, 2012, 04:04 PM
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I have started cutting and then not realized I was still doing it (kinda like blacking out) and then I'd snap to and realize "oh s***, there's blood everywhere!"
Yes, it can get worse with relapse, but it will guaranteed get worse if you don't quit.
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