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Aug 02, 2012, 07:17 AM
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My friend (basically my only friend where I live right now) got a severe cut the other day. It was a complete accident and she went to the ER. She's never SI'd or anything so this is obviously a frustrating inconvenience for her. But now, everytime I think of her I get upset. Why couldn't this happen to me. Someone who would actually enjoy and appreciate it. It's like she just got a gift that is the most important thing in the world to me, and she doesn't even care. I haven't cut in almost seven years and I just want it so bad. I don't know what to do. I feel like I can't talk to anyone about this. I have a T but my next appt isn't for another week. I'm worried when we see each other at a picnic Saturday she'll ask why I've been so distant or be mad for me not having talked to her recently. I'm just not sure I should tell her. She knows I crave blood, but I don't see any good coming from expressing these thoughts and feelings to her.
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Aug 02, 2012, 07:31 AM
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oh man. I am sorry. Not sure how to reply, but thinking of you right now! Good luck this weekend. Let us know how it goes...
and maybe she won't be mad or anything? Sorry I'm not so good with advice, lol 
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Aug 02, 2012, 11:22 AM
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So you are avoiding her a bit because your feelings about cutting are really big right now when you see her?
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Aug 02, 2012, 05:07 PM
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Job metaphor: I've been working really hard to get a certain promotion/position and then my friend, who hasn't been trying at all and doesn't even want it, is the one who gets it. I know she didn't do anything to me, but I just feel like crying when I think about her getting what I want.
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#5
Aug 04, 2012, 08:45 PM
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Well, got the flu, which sucks, but didn't have to deal with going to bbq.
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Aug 07, 2012, 07:15 AM
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Hope the flu-bug is gone! I guess in a way, it worked out about the whole bbq thing, just wish you didn't have to have gotten sick...!
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