[dreamer62604]

I hurt myself today to see if I still feel, I focus on the pain the only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole the old familar sting try to kill it all away but i remember everything. what have i become my sweetest friend. Everyone I know goes away in the end.....I will let you down, I will make you hurt...I wear this crown of [censored] upon my liars chair FULL OF BROKEN THOUGHTS I CANNOT REPAIR! Beneath the stage of time the feeling disappear....I am still right here...-"Hurt"-Nine-Inch-Nails

This describes me to a T. I feel this way everyday. I let people down. I make others hurt, and the pain is all that is real....i hate my life. I wanna die. I am so stupid and pathetic. I know i said I wouldn't post. Proves how stupid and pathetic i really am....i gotta leave....GOD! I hate myself....i'm just...UGHHH>>

[b]<font color=blue>he plus side you killed the bench, which was starting to look shifty."-Oz of Buffy the Vampire Slayer[b]<font color=blue>

[Peanut61]

Hi Dreamer: Please see my reply to your post under the 'depression' forum. Hang in there... Peanut

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue>