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Oct 08, 2012, 02:37 AM
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Today I have that horrible feeling in my stomach.
Today I am really thinking about si just so that feeling will go away. This morning I thought of driving my car into a lamp post. I have work now so at least I will not be alone to harm. Today is going to be hard. Today I will have to be strong. Maybe I'll just cry today I hope that's all I will allow myself to do. Have to be strong I'm out side work. Wipe the tears away. Don't let people see I'm fading into that place again. |
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Oct 08, 2012, 08:18 AM
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Where are you on the waitlist for a T?
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Oct 08, 2012, 10:33 AM
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I'm not. I don't see how then can help me.
And they might make me start the depressants again. Why should I been acting like this I not had real tragic in my life. I feel stupid even being here. I don't know why I can't just be happy with what I have here and now. Or why I want to punish myself. I'm am trying so hard |
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#4
Oct 08, 2012, 11:44 AM
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I thought you were on a waitlist? In the spring you talked to intake? They can't force you to take meds.
You suffered from domestic violence. This would certainly cause problems. What is it that is on your mind today? Are you afraid to slip back into depression?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Oct 08, 2012, 12:21 PM
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I was but it took forever, and then I was getting better and stopped taken meds.
I don't know, what's up with me, my life just seems to be going in circles. Like a round about. Sometimes I get off tho. And before I have any control I'm back on it again. Like I want to move on, be happy. But when I get there it's not what I thought. So go back to what I know but then unhappy, confused. Not always but it's half an half. I dont know if that makes any sense? The si stops me from thinking it holds my thoughts. But I don't want to si and I'm really trying not to this time. But I thinking about it alot lately |
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Oct 08, 2012, 01:29 PM
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So you took yourself off the waitlist?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Oct 08, 2012, 02:30 PM
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Yes, things were looking up I didn't want them dragging me back down. As that's what I thought would happen
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#8
Oct 08, 2012, 03:06 PM
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Therapy is essential for getting better.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#9
Oct 08, 2012, 03:24 PM
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What the difference, from me talking about how I feel on here to in a room face to face?
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#10
Oct 09, 2012, 07:53 AM
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A lot! Working in person with a trained professional is very, very helpful. Most people here are not trained professionals. Interacting in person makes a huge difference.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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