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Oct 11, 2012, 03:48 PM
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I've been thinking about it for weeks, I even had a little relapse,
But I need to i feel so cold, so confused. Why can't the people I love, or who have loved love me back. They don't just turn there back on me but refuse our two children. I know I'm not a bad person but what did i do? What did I do to not want these people to see and live there own children. And now I have to live with it. Why can't I be loved, why they only love I have is jealous, complicated violent or mentally unstable. I need to get these thoughts out my head. And the only way I can think of is the the warmth of si. I given in and I don't want too but I can feel it before I touch my skin and it feels better. I don't want this I really don't |
 Fuzzybear, littlemssunshine, powertools321, whenwillitend
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#2
Oct 11, 2012, 05:00 PM
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I know it's hard, I've been there... and still are. But I know it's a cycle, one that only ends when we accept what's happening in our lives.
It's easier said than done. yes that's true, but it's possible. and that possibility gives us hope that we can get out of the cycle |
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#3
Oct 12, 2012, 08:38 AM
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gclouds, maybe it is the people you are choosing? Might you be thinking that you don't deserve better?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Oct 13, 2012, 03:41 AM
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I don't know, I'm going to try find a t like you said, and even if I feel better i going to keep them,
I keep coming back to this place, my moods are one extreme to another. Yesterday morning was grey the afternoon was bright and by night my mood was very dark. This morning I don't have the energy to move, or eat. I don't want to go back on the anti depressants. And I can't talk to my family or friends about it this time I don't want them worrying about me. Or watching my every move. I just feel very lonely and very selfish for feeling like I do, and acting on my moods |
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Oct 13, 2012, 04:11 PM
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It's not selfish if you feel down Grey...that happens to everyone.
I would tell you that SI, while it helps in the short term, doesn't do anything to fix our problems. It only masks them. That, coupled with the risks of it...it's a dangerous road Grey.  I hope that whatever is troubling you will soon cease. I am praying for you and sending hugs. My best, Harley
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The world suffers alot. Not because of the violence of bad people, but because of the silence of good people.- Napoleon Bonaparte |
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Oct 15, 2012, 09:53 AM
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Yeah, a T would be very helpful.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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