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#1
Oct 09, 2012, 09:04 PM
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Now that I have tried doing it another way I think about it. I want to do it just to see it. Im afraid I will go too far but kind of want to push the limit to see what I can handle. Before it was safer because I couldnt go too deep but now I dont want to have a safety guard anymore. Im not saying I really wanna hurt myself badly, its just now I think about this new way of si and I want to do it again and again
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#2
Oct 10, 2012, 05:20 PM
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I cant stop it. Ive already cut twice today multiple times both times. theyre not bad but i never use a razorblade and its like im mesmorized. its easier and quicker and pleases me more.
i keep cutting and im not really even upset i just do it to do it. confusing. |
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#3
Oct 10, 2012, 09:56 PM
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I can relate to what you're saying. Please be very careful, there is a line that when you cross it there is no turning back, and it goes downhill very fast.
I crossed that line recently, I know. There's really nothing helpful I could say right now without sounding like a huge hypocrite. Sorry!
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As she draws her final breath Just beyond the door he'll find her Taking her hand he softly says For the first time you can open your eyes And see the world without your sorrow Where no one knows the pain you left behind And all the peace you could never find Is waiting there to hold and keep you Welcome to the first day of your life Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight Safe on the other side No more tears to cry |
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#4
Oct 11, 2012, 11:48 AM
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Hallie, do you have a T?
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#5
Oct 11, 2012, 04:40 PM
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no. i talked to my preacher friend. he was worried a few days ago but he knows im not suicidal. he said go for it if it keeps me safe from other things and doesnt risk my life. to do it and be creative and thank god for him making me unique and not afraid of self-expression. my preacher said to embrace it not hate it.
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#6
Oct 11, 2012, 05:31 PM
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Do I understand that right, your friend told you to embrace hurting yourself??? Is he serious??? Self harm has nothing to do with expressing yourself, all it is is self destruction.
Instead of telling you to "go for it", he could/should have helped you come up with healthier coping skills. I am so mad right now. That "friend" has no clue what he's talking about.
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As she draws her final breath Just beyond the door he'll find her Taking her hand he softly says For the first time you can open your eyes And see the world without your sorrow Where no one knows the pain you left behind And all the peace you could never find Is waiting there to hold and keep you Welcome to the first day of your life Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight Safe on the other side No more tears to cry |
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Oct 11, 2012, 08:12 PM
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hes known ive done it for years and has helped me before. but idk he said and i quote from a text:
"make it a prayer. talk to God about why you feel better. Thank God for making you unique, creative and not afraid of self-expression." "as an act of defiance, as an act of asserting your independence in a suffocating situation, as a way of fighting back and staying alive...then go for it." "Make it an act of art, an act of creativity, and act of prayer to God. A verse. A cross. A word of praise." |
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#8
Oct 11, 2012, 08:25 PM
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Hey,
I know what you mean, when I was cutting I found it to be very addictive, almost like getting a new tattoo. I cut all up the inside of my left forearm. On my left chest I cut three slash marks for each failed relationship. Now that I don't cut anymore I still have to see the scares, sometimes I wish I could have found a different outlet. |
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#9
Oct 11, 2012, 08:31 PM
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he said give myself a new tattoo. no one has ever told me to go ahead
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#10
Oct 12, 2012, 08:29 AM
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Can you get a T? (I know I have asked you this before, sorry).
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#11
Oct 12, 2012, 11:03 AM
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I work all day so IDK when I would go to one
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#12
Oct 15, 2012, 09:50 AM
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T's have evening appts.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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