[katieranger]

so i started cutting again... and i told my therapist last night that i cut and she said "no need to be sorry to me, its your skin, your choice." i feel like she doesnt care now. so i will just keep doing it. it helps me feel better... so yeah.

[Angelornot]

me too...

[SoupDragon]

Originally Posted by katieranger

so i started cutting again... and i told my therapist last night that i cut and she said "no need to be sorry to me, its your skin, your choice." i feel like she doesnt care now. so i will just keep doing it. it helps me feel better... so yeah.

What does it make you feel better about?

[katieranger]

it makes me able to cope with the everyday struggles of life. i almost need to see blood to survive every day... weird i know.

[SoupDragon]

I have been there and although it may seem a little weird - it does have an impact..at least initially. Are you cool with using that to cope, or have you ever tried anything else?

Mine has reduced a lot over the last couple of years since I have been seeing my T, but the scars don't go. Wish I had stopped earlier.

Keep safe Katieranger Soup

[katieranger]

i told my therapist, and she kinda just says nothing about it. like that its my choice and its whatever... so idkk.. just makes me wanna do it more.

Do you actually want to stop? I find your therapists statement a bit odd but people can only help you if you want to help yourself. Perhaps she was trying to say you have a choice also to stop and i hope she can be supportive in helping you find other ways to cope with how you feel (if this is what you want). If you struggle communicating effectively with her could you maybe right down whats concerning you and describe how you're not sure whats the best way to approach changing things? Good luck.