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#1
Oct 01, 2012, 10:15 PM
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been cutting all night. i just don't care anymore. i don't care how bad i do it. i don't care if my dad finds out, i just don't care. i don't want to be here anymore..its too much.
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#2
Oct 02, 2012, 09:56 AM
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Hi elishakate, welcome to PC. I read your profile. I'm really sorry about what is happening. Are you still being abused?
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Oct 02, 2012, 12:12 PM
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He doesn't hit me anymore, he just yells a lot. It doesn't matter what I do it's always wrong to him
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#4
Oct 03, 2012, 09:32 AM
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Do you have a therapist?
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Oct 03, 2012, 02:34 PM
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Yeah, I actually just went today. It was horrible :/
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#6
Oct 03, 2012, 03:20 PM
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I hope things are going better. Why was your visit with your T terrible? What happened those are usually suppose to be good times. Keep your head up
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Oct 03, 2012, 11:04 PM
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I just couldn't stay present. We were talking about stuff that was really hard, and I couldn't do it. I feel like I wasted her time. Usually our sessions aren't this bad, but the past few weeks just haven't been good..
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Oct 05, 2012, 09:25 AM
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Quote:
You didn't waste her time. This is part of the therapy process sometimes.
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Oct 06, 2012, 01:34 PM
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Yeah she did. I just couldn't stay with her. I feel horrible about it. I feel like she's going to drop me because I have so much trouble opening up still. Idk why I'm even trying to get better or whatever. I just don't care anymore..
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The vision is the possibility that your best days are ahead. The vision is the possibility that we're more loved than we'll ever know. The vision is hope, and hope is real. ~Jamie Tworkowski (To Write Love On Her Arms) <3 |
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#10
Oct 08, 2012, 08:10 AM
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How you are responding is quite normal. Your T has experience with this. You are trying. You will eventually make progress. Don't be so hard on yourself, okay? Have you talked to your T about how you feel about your response? She isn't going to drop you because of this.
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Oct 09, 2012, 08:54 PM
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Yeah and she just tells me I need to trust her if we're going to get anywhere. I don't think it's that I don't trust her. I mean, I don't really have a reason not to. She's great. I've just never talked about some of the stuff we talk about before and it gets so hard.
I go tomorrow. I don't know if I can. I've been a mess and cutting so much this week. I just don't know anymore
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The vision is the possibility that your best days are ahead. The vision is the possibility that we're more loved than we'll ever know. The vision is hope, and hope is real. ~Jamie Tworkowski (To Write Love On Her Arms) <3 |
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Oct 09, 2012, 09:07 PM
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 I hope your appt tomorrow goes ok. Trust takes time. Therapy and feeling safe in therapy takes time. You could even print off this thread for her, and it could give you something to talk about?
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Oct 10, 2012, 09:00 AM
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I think I will. I'm freaking out...idk :/
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The vision is the possibility that your best days are ahead. The vision is the possibility that we're more loved than we'll ever know. The vision is hope, and hope is real. ~Jamie Tworkowski (To Write Love On Her Arms) <3 |
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Oct 11, 2012, 11:20 AM
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How did your appt. go?
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Oct 11, 2012, 11:23 PM
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It went alright. We ended up talking about trust even though I went into my session wanting to talk about anything else...
My T was cool about it. I knew she would be. I'm just really stubborn :/ I KNOW she's different than other people I've tried to trust and been hurt by. I'm just so scared of being hurt again, even though I know she won't hurt me. I guess there's a difference between knowing something and believing it though. Idk. This is all so hard
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The vision is the possibility that your best days are ahead. The vision is the possibility that we're more loved than we'll ever know. The vision is hope, and hope is real. ~Jamie Tworkowski (To Write Love On Her Arms) <3 |
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Oct 12, 2012, 08:34 AM
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You do have to experience trust to really believe it. You have to rewire over those bad experiences with trust. Good Work!
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Oct 17, 2012, 10:15 PM
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elishakate -
The therapy process takes time, I hope you can be patient with yourself -- you are worth it!!! I'm really impressed how you are working with your T  take care
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