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Old Dec 24, 2012, 11:06 AM
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I can't control what I do most of the time..... if I get mad or extremely sad I black out and for some reason cutting is my escape..... this happens a lot, because I am bipolar...... ive attempted suicide 12 times..... each time I do it, it makes me mad that I didn't follow through..... so I keep doing it and doing it..... I don't take medicine either...... I don't know what to do now..... I have a loving boyfriend that would absolutely die (literally) without me..... what do you think?
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Old Dec 24, 2012, 11:16 AM
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Do you have a therapist to help you?
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Old Dec 24, 2012, 12:16 PM
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Ño..... :/
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Old Dec 26, 2012, 02:30 PM
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Any chance of getting one?
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Old Dec 26, 2012, 02:44 PM
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No :/ not for a few years....
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Old Dec 26, 2012, 02:49 PM
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So your parents don't support you getting a T?
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Old Dec 26, 2012, 02:51 PM
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No they say its just a phase and hormones....ive tried....
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Old Dec 26, 2012, 02:58 PM
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if I get mad or extremely sad I black out and for some reason

cutting is my escape..... this happens a lot,

I am bipolar......

ive attempted suicide 12 times.....
These ^ are huge reasons to have a T. What your parents are doing is actually medical neglect. Have you been to the hospital when you attempt suicide? If so, why isn't there any follow up care?
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Old Dec 26, 2012, 03:10 PM
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Well ive been before....but its really hard to go right now..... I'm having issues with money and other things.... but my boyfriend is helping me..... ever since I started dating him I've calmed down.... so hopefully it will stay that way....
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