Something to think about

I didn't know what forum to put this ---------Warning might be trigging-----Dear Mum And Dad
© Alyssa Maree
I can’t stand to live anymore
I just want to die and end it all.
The pain of living is just the start,
I’m sorry that I’m breaking your heart.
It started with hate, but now it’s little too late.
My life is a mess and I can only confess,
That inside it hurts none the less.
I’m sorry for all the trouble I’ve caused,
But in the end it’ll be okay because this is the only way.
I’m sorry for worrying you, I’m sorry for distressing you.
I’m sorry for killing you inside.
Mum it saddens me to see you cry
You’re the one who helped me get by.
You taught me to walk
You taught me to talk.
Without you I wouldn’t even be here and I will always hold you dear.
Dad you’re the greatest guy in the world.
I never appreciated the time we had.
Inside I was daddy’s girl
But I never showed you I cared
Without your guidance I wouldn’t be here
You told me that I never had to fear.
For such a long time I have felt this way and all I have to say is
“I love you” but it doesn’t seem like enough.
I know what you are about to go though is tough.
You are the best parents a girl could ever have.
It’s just, all I want to do is die.
So this, I guess, is my goodbye.

Source: This Is My Goodbye, Dear Mum And Dad,

As a mom, that sent shivers down my spine but I can relate so much to this.

Been worried about you you were silent for a bit there....

How are you holding up Avoice?