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Mar 12, 2013 at 07:22 PM
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dear body of mine ****ing go to hell and don't come back I HATE YOU ****ING BODY ITS YOUR DAMN FAULT EVERYTHIN WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE A DAMN ****ING PIECE OF TRASH ,BODY YOUR PATHETIC why don't you just die off and let me be id be better body if you left everyone would to they hate you body and also think your pathetic deserve to die __________________ FreedomButterfly90 
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Mar 12, 2013 at 07:51 PM
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honey, what has happened recently to make you hate yourself like this? i KNOW you are sooooo beautiful and such a special person. have you told anyone about how you are feeling? i really hope you feel better soon...
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Mar 12, 2013 at 07:55 PM
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Mar 12, 2013 at 08:00 PM
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Hey Butterfly, you sound like you might be decrepit like me. Hang in there.
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Mar 12, 2013 at 08:02 PM
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goining to take ativan and prozac as prescribed to calm down
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Mar 26, 2013 at 06:26 PM
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feel like my whole life is caving in and no where to go or no one to turn to but myself i feel like i deserve death ,im at my ends wits and feeling extremely extremely extremely depressed.
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Mar 26, 2013 at 06:56 PM
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Do you have a T?
__________________ Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Mar 26, 2013 at 07:33 PM
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Mar 26, 2013 at 09:12 PM
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no plan whats so ever
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Mar 26, 2013 at 09:48 PM
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Im so sorry. I know the feeling. I know the thoughts swarming in your head. Please remember it is the depression speaking. Remember we are here for you. Remember how many people will be sad if something bad happened to you. 
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Mar 27, 2013 at 08:48 AM
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Are you talking to your T about these things that you have written here while you are in session?
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Mar 30, 2013 at 11:59 PM
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Mar 30, 2013 at 11:59 PM
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wish i was not born wish i could be in heaven but have to keep living my hell sighs
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Apr 03, 2013 at 06:14 PM
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im on a liquid diet fast for 10 days and if it works then another ten days and so fourth
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Apr 03, 2013 at 07:16 PM
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gosh im freaking out im scared i ethier have strep or throat cancer or something serious i was going to sleep when i swallowed then it hurt so i tried again an it was sore and then i started to massage the area but pain sharp sharp stabbing pain radiated from from right side of throat to right side coller bone and hurting just in throart now as i write ugggghhhhhh
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Apr 05, 2013 at 11:38 AM
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I think this is a good idea ,,,,
~~~~~Consult police (my healthcare coordinator will (she is trained as a therapist and i trust her more on this) on my mental health situation and and any concerns my team would have . ~~~~~Then see what the police say if they are willing to be as a consulant / on call should a mental health emergency arise ---such as me a min from drowning ,saying good bye to life etc... ex) ~~~~~~That way since they would be involved they are liable since they are there to protect and serve ~~~~~~Stress to my team and police that not to tramutize me by banging on my home door but to meet at a remote location __________________ FreedomButterfly90
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Apr 08, 2013 at 09:20 AM
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How are you doing FB?
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Apr 09, 2013 at 12:02 PM
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slowly getting better
doing two boosts (nutritional high calorie drink ,and also started doing meditation and brainwave entertainment which ive had positive results from them . And my therapist wants to taper me off of looking at pro suicide /pro self harm websites ,her worries are that if i keep looking at them that i would get more ideas and eventually do go through without thinking . someone close to her tried to commit suicide but failed, she would like me to contract the urges when i get them with three positive things such as im capable of not acting on theses urges tc __________________ FreedomButterfly90
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Apr 15, 2013 at 10:00 AM
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ive been emailing my local police department ,the police caption said that if i were to call 9-1-1 that an officer will be dispatched to where im at and see what could do to help me and provide me with any resources i shall need at that moment.
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