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Apr 30, 2013, 02:13 PM
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Just when I think I can manage to make it thru the day I get a sense of hopelessness and thoughts of just ****ing ending it all. I don't want to deal with my mental issues anymore I just fed up with everyone and there not understanding of what I am going thru.
I have to drink and keep busy to keep myself from hurting myself really bad. I don't give a **** if its wrong anymore I'm so fed up with my spouses constant harassment about my issues of how I handle my problems and take take of my son. I pretty much want to tell everyone to ****ig go to hell and rot there because if you don't like what I'm saying or doing you can go f yourself and rotate on it.Im at my breaking point between not having some sort of relief in my life that I can vent my problems out and not be ridiculed for just saying whatsoever on my mind. I hate what I have become and don't deserve the things I have or I have been given at this point. Really doesn't matter anymore I just rather not exists at some point in time. I fought if anybody would give a dam **** about me anyway. I think I need to check in somewhere and get myself some Help with these issues I am dealing with before I do something I can't come back from. ITs not the 1st time I thought about it and it won't be the last. Last edited by Got Java; Apr 30, 2013 at 03:08 PM. |
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Apr 30, 2013, 09:06 PM
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((((gotjava)))). Sending positive thoughts your way.
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May 01, 2013, 06:36 AM
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((((( Got Java )))))
Sending you positive vibes
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May 01, 2013, 09:40 PM
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Im so sorry
 I know that place Its lonely Its scary Its infuriating Its familiar Its dangerous Sometimes there are no words And Im sorry
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Dx: BP1, ADD, OCD, PTSD, GAD Current: Topamax 200mg, Ativan 1mg PRN, Lamictal 200mg, Ritalin 20mgx2, Klonopin 1mg PRN, Omega 3 Abilify 10mg Past & failed: Seroquel, Saphris, Lithium, Neurontin, Wellbutrin, Prozac, Effexor, Zoloft, Celexa, Paxil, Remeron, Vistaril, Haldol, Ambien, Restoril Xanax and now most likely Abilify |
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