[Bark]

I've been fighting it. I've been fighting it for a year. Whenever I feel depressed the thoughts come back. But usually that's just a day. Or two. Or three. This last spell, I told myself yesterday, maybe it's because I missed a dose for one of my meds. So I said, wait until the day after you take it. And then what...?

I'm depressed and agitated and irritable. I hate this mix. And I don't feel like sleeping, which is my usual escape.

But I don't want to do it.

I just wanted to put it out there. The depression, it hurts. But I don't want to do it.

Hello Bark: I'm so sorry to hear you're struggling. Yes, depression, agitation, & irritability can be a nasty combination. I seem to go there periodically as well. I hope you can find the strength to overcome this foe. I send you warm hugs to bolster you in your battle.

[Bark]

Thanks, The Skeezyks. I'm trying to binge on TV episodes instead. Either I'll get so tired I fall asleep, or the sleep deprivation will make me feel better temporarily.

[smmath]

Hugs. I'm sorry you are struggling. You can make it though this. I hope you get what you need.

[Bark]

Thanks, smmath. It looks like TV series and staying up all night helped. Hope it doesn't bounce back with a fury.