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#851
Jul 14, 2014, 12:43 AM
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3 months and 13 days.
Honestly the urges have been getting worse lately, but it feels so great to be able to wear short sleeves in public again!
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#853
Jul 16, 2014, 05:15 PM
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one day...
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
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#854
Jul 17, 2014, 05:07 AM
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0 days
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#855
Jul 17, 2014, 07:42 PM
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2 days...
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
-Daughter |
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#856
Jul 19, 2014, 04:35 AM
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Back to zero. & I was doing so well
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"Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain." Jodi Picoult |
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#859
Jul 19, 2014, 02:49 PM
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It's been a week or so, and I don't plan on cutting for a long time.. I'm in control.
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"You drown not by falling into a river, but by staying submerged in it." - Paulo Coelho
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#860
Jul 20, 2014, 12:18 PM
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A month or so... I learned when I keep a vague time line, I tend to do better. But the urges are still there, which makes sense as my depression has spiked.
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“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”. |
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#861
Jul 20, 2014, 01:34 PM
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5 days... Can't believe that I didn't last night.
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
-Daughter |
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#863
Jul 21, 2014, 12:35 AM
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back to zero again
life is so bad right now |
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#864
Jul 21, 2014, 02:13 AM
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2. sigh. i think i am having a med problem, tho, that is taking some control of self safety away from me. working on fixing that.
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#865
Jul 21, 2014, 05:22 PM
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4.5 months today.
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014.  I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. |
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#866
Jul 21, 2014, 07:20 PM
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Ø days...
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
-Daughter |
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#867
Jul 23, 2014, 12:45 AM
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4 months, 2 weeks, 1 day. Getting really tired of holding out.
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. |
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#868
Jul 23, 2014, 02:05 AM
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2 days..... I have been too tired and apathetic to even attempt it.
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#869
Jul 23, 2014, 05:45 AM
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Nearly 7 months
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#870
Jul 23, 2014, 11:12 PM
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5 Minutes XD...I feel so ashmed!!!
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I hide my pain and hurt, I don't like others knowing I fear it may hurt them.
So what you see isn't necessarily true don't trust my facial expression. I'm keen and cunning I will trick you. I am suicidal, I cut I have Borderline personality and Depression. I believe I am Auto phobia -I am highly afraid to be alone and I'm very scared of myself, Don't underestimate me. |
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#871
Jul 24, 2014, 09:57 AM
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2 days. I couldn't fight the urge anymore, things are too overwhelming right now. I think t is disappointed though
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Gra Dilseacht Cairdeas Rien ne pèse tant qu'un secret. |
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#872
Jul 24, 2014, 10:08 AM
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It's been 6 days...
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#873
Jul 25, 2014, 04:19 PM
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A while. =] I had the urges last night but instead, I threw my razor to the top of my ceiling high bookshelf (almost impossible to retrieve). Dodged a bullet on that one.
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A majorly depressed, anxious and dependent, schizotypal hypomanic beautiful mess ...[just a rebel to the world with no place to go...  ]
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#874
Jul 25, 2014, 06:41 PM
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six days...urges are building though
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#875
Jul 31, 2014, 12:23 AM
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4 months, 3 weeks, 2 days. I just need to make it to my last therapy appt...
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. |
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