[GenCat]

I cut again today and after telling my mother I am feeling like a failure and a let down to her. She hasn't spoken to me since I told her. I don't know what to do. I like to cut because it doesn't hurt like it use to. I like this addiction and I shouldn't. I have lied to everybody I said that I wouldn't ever do this again. I hate myself for being so weak to it, I feel like I want to cut some more now.

[Gr3tta]

I'm so sorry you are struggling. I am sure your mother is only frustrated by the fact that you are hurting - not really mad at you.
Personally, I never promise I won't ever do it again. I can only promise to do my best not to. I feel like that sets me up for less failure, with more realistic expectations from others.
I hope you will feel better very soon.

[ThisWayOut]

I'm sorry this is so hard. I wish I had something helpful to say. (Hugs) slips happen.

[Fuzzybear]

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[gayleggg]

Mother's don't like to see their children in pain, especially when they can't do anything to help. I'm sure your mother feels helpless. I know i would. She probably doesn't know what to say. Give her time. Meanwhile, you can only do the best you can to quit. I know it feels goods, but it is hurting you. Do the best you can to stop for your sake, because it only gets worse. Wishing you well.
Gayle

[x_BabyG_x]

The addiction side of it just gets to you doesnt it :/ i doubt people who have never been on this side of things will ever understand it. Im sure your mum will come around, shes probably worried and a bit freaked out by the whole thing. My dad did the same thing, then never spoke about it to me ever again!