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Oct 31, 2013, 10:46 AM
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It seems that it always happens this way. No matter what happens, I always turn my wrath inward and want to hurt myself. I start having obsessive thoughts about SH. I can imagine how it feels and what my legs would look like as blood comes out in sheets. I don't understand what is wrong with me. Why are my thoughts so violent and my anger always turned inward? I'm handling the urge at the moment, executing my crisis plan and reaching out and distracting till the urge subsides but it is so f***ing hard. I want to give up.
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Oct 31, 2013, 10:53 AM
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I direct it inwards too. Its just almost a reflex for me! Hang in there, keep on at your crisis plan.
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Oct 31, 2013, 10:58 AM
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I'm actually really happy to hear you are using your crisis plan... It's awful, but you'll get through it, and I know I'll be sticking around for you, as well as other people on here... Fortunately, you have found this page which can be a constant source of understanding and open ears for you... I'm here for you, just as you have been for me lately...
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Oct 31, 2013, 12:05 PM
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Oct 31, 2013, 12:07 PM
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Oct 31, 2013, 12:11 PM
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My anger is always directed at myself..I immediately think punish myself verbally or otherwise. :/. I'm too scared to be mad at anyone lest they leave me for it :/
I'm here if you need to talk, stay strong.
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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Oct 31, 2013, 12:15 PM
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Hey, I'm just as crazy as you
 why would I give up on you if you haven't given up on me?
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Oct 31, 2013, 01:13 PM
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Oct 31, 2013, 01:15 PM
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Oct 31, 2013, 01:17 PM
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Oct 31, 2013, 01:23 PM
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Glad you're feeling better. Yoyo days do suck
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Oct 31, 2013, 01:24 PM
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