[puzzclar]

I should have stopped before I started... now I'm up and it's almost 12:30 AM!!!!!! I need sleep but my mind can't stop racing. between si and sui I just can't take anymore! Why does everything have to start happening when the semester is almost over. Please, just let me have some relief tonight.

I was hoping that's what it would take but, things are bad.... I need help... yet chat's not working, I should call a help line but I don't want to admit to my sister that things are bad...even if she can tell.

I put on this smile, and it's so fake... I should text someone I know but I just don't want to wake them up. My mind keeps racing between more si, and sui. I dont' know how much of this I can take tonight.... what can I do if I can't focus long enough to try something... aggggg

[mazing]

Please contact someone for help. You should not be going through this alone.

And please feel free to contact me if you want to talk. I'm always happy to listen. Sometimes just having someone to talk to can help.

Thinking of you

[SheHulk07]

try to hang in there I know I am. I was up all night with my thoughts racing as well. Not good when I have a test this morning.

[puzzclar]

Not good when I sleep through a class either. And another class is about to begin. Today is already seeming really long and it's almost 10am... there's something wrong with that statement..... I also hate admitting that things are getting bad.