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#1
Nov 22, 2013, 08:00 PM
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So this year has been pretty difficult for me so far. I don't really feel like I fit in anywhere, and that people all hate me. I have been severly depressed, moderately anxiety, and a lot of stress.
This year in general has been bad and for the last couple months really really bad. I spend most of my time crying, thinking about SI, and some suicidal thoughts. Up until a week or two ago, I hadn't even hurt myself. I burned myself a few times a few days ago, and then again today. I'm too scared to cut because I am very skinny and afraid of hitting a vein, and burning i think hurts much more. |
 Idiot17, MusicLover79
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#2
Nov 23, 2013, 11:28 PM
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Do you have a t? Do you have someone you can speak to?
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#3
Nov 24, 2013, 12:55 PM
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No, I don't. I think I really really need one, but I'm afraid to. My dad doesn't know about anything I'm going through, and If I don't want to tell him that I need help. I'm 18, but I don't have a job, and no money, so I can't go to one without him helping me out.
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#4
Nov 24, 2013, 02:12 PM
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Are you in school, possibly a guidance counsler? I understand you not wanting to tell your dad. Maybe a friend on some older person you look up to that you feel like you can trust. It's important. Hugs.
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#5
Nov 24, 2013, 04:05 PM
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Yes, I am finishing up my Senior year right now. The only person I have told any of this to is my gf, but she still doesn't know it all. I just don't know if I feel like i can trust anybody with much, I barely trust myself.
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#6
Nov 24, 2013, 10:34 PM
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I understand the trust thing, but maybe you wanna try to approach a guidance counselor? Once you leave school it just gets harder to deal with and figure it out since you're on your own then. If not a counselor at school, someone else perhaps? Good luck. Hugs.
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#7
Nov 24, 2013, 10:35 PM
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Do you have insurance? If you get Medicaid you can see a T without your Dad knowing
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#8
Nov 27, 2013, 06:37 PM
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You desperately need a T. Is there a T at your school you could talk to?
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Diagnosed with: Major Depression, Bipolar with Borderline traits, Grief/Anxiety, depersonalizations disorder, disassociating identity disorder, PTSD Lost dear older bro November 1987 to March 2005 My love for him will never stop |
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#9
Dec 01, 2013, 08:32 PM
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No, there is no one at my school, or even my town that I could talk to. Id have to drive over an hour to be with the nearest T and I don't even have a car.
Also, I thought I was doing better, thought I could get though it. I was 5 days clean, but then I blew it again last night. Felt so good to feel it again, and I'm about to go do it again. |
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