[LittleMilly]

I wanted to throw myself out of the window today
what else can i think about doing
ive failed school
my grades are shot what else

i dont wanna be HERE!!!!!!!!



i swear at teachers i am stupid and i suck

Milly

[woods]

you dont suck and your not stupid. i have many reasons to call myself stupid. and to be completely ohnest i do. but at the same time i have to get up. and live.

sure we all feel bad one day. its who we are, were made of mistakes but were also made of accomplishments.

theres always another chance for school. can you go back?

well you can pm me whenever. i hope you stop thinking that you suck. because your better than someone who sucks. i can see that it matters to you. because your mad. and if you werent then you wouldn't be mad. so do something about it. in the end itll help

[Christina86]

Milly - You are not stupid and you do not suck. You might not believe me, but I consider you a friend and I honestly believe you are a good person who doesn't suck and certainly isn't stupid.

I'm sorry about school - is there anything that can be done academic wise so you get another chance? Just keep trying - I know that sounds stupid, but keep at it. I know you can do it.

PM me please if you want to talk. *HUGS*

[bipolar_bear]

I am so sorry you are feeling so bad Milly. What else can you do about school? Alternatives? I know you are not stupid so don't give up on yourself.

I understand how bad you must be feeling. I wish you could see how wonderful you really are. You have shown your compassion by how many people you have helped here. That is worth a lot and shows a lot of character.

I hope you look at all of you and not just that portion. And for that portion I hope you find all alternatives there are. Many times there are reasons that thngs happen and people take that into consideration and compromises can be made. I hope you explore that with them. Please take care of yourself.

[Soidhonia]

Hello Milly. I hope you are feeling better at this time.. You may want to see if tutoring is available at your school, or if you can get outside tutoring so your grades will come up. Maybe you should thnk about seeing a counselor if your grades are due to depression. Being a teenager is hard if you are going through depression, there is much help out there for depression, and learning problems. I hope things get better for you soon. Email anytime. sincerely Soidhonia

[Sarah116]

I know that feeling. Only now I am in a support class i don't need, I am not Autistic but I'm stuck in the class! I have all great grades, I am not getting the support and treatment I need. IT SUCKS!!! Now cutting and self injury makes me laugh and smile with pleasure! I hope you are doing okay and remember there is a bright future ahead!

[Perna]

Milly, I had that exact problem when I was 20, I'm 56 now and can tell you it does get better. You can't know what the future will bring and the changes it does bring will carry you away from these particular problems and make a good pattern in your life. I managed to graduate, barely, but couldn't have gone to grad school/become a "professional" to save my life but now I'm getting a second BA and will be going to grad school next year, when I can pay attention and will be really enjoy it (which wasn't the case then, just wanted school because it was there and the next thing, didn't know what else to do). It all works out well in the end. "Looking back" from only this far is awesome and so worth the mountain climbing; gouges, scrapes, bruises and a broken bone or two :-)