[GirlOfManyFaces]

After a fight with my mum I got super depressed and angry and hopeless.
I have a really really STRONG urge to cut. And it is taking ever ounce of will power I have not to do it. I'm about to give up and I just need help please.
I've tried to text my friends for help but they are all asleep. I'm going to hurt myself and I can't stop it from happening. Please. How do I control myself?!

(I am also feeling the urge to do something that I can't say on PC)

I know that all of this is in my head but I still can't control it. All I can do is ask for help.

[grey_aj]

Have you expressed to your mom that fighting with her makes you feel this way? I mean, not talking to her about urges specifically because I'm assuming she doesn't know/ you don't want her to (I know what that's like) but just telling her how the fight harmed your feelings in general?

Your mom might not perceive the fight as a big deal, but you do. And your feelings are what matter. Maybe try talking to her about it, unless you guys really don't get along. And it might even prevent arguments of this scale from happening again soon.

- AJ