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Dec 19, 2006, 02:33 PM
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I had been doing better for the last 6 weeks or so after SAD and various circumstances latched onto me in September/October. SAD tends to catch me by surprise earlier and earlier each year, and by December sometimes I'm pulling out of it already but still very vulnerable whether I am aware of it or not.
Anyway, I crashed a bit last night. I came here and almost posted asking why I should care about being safe because I just felt like I deserved to hurt. I decided not to post, because I ought to be able to find my own answers to that, and not inflict my misery on others. I took a bubble bath and read books and didn't get to sleep until like 4:30 a.m., and part of what kept me going was the thought of being able to report that I didn't give in to what I wanted to do. I didn't feel like getting out of bed this morning, and I have to hit the road now because we're moving and have closing on the new house tomorrow. Friday is moving day. I'll check in as I can. Looks like thoughts are still a bit jumbled - this doesn't look all that coherent. Anyway, I've got a lot to do, no energy, but I'll be around when I can. I'm glad that at least I can take you guys with me when I move. I'm afraid I might lose some of the most important people I counted on being able to maintain friendships with. Rap
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.” – John H. Groberg 
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Dec 19, 2006, 03:06 PM
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(((((((((((Rap)))))))))))) I'm proud of you for not giving in.
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Dec 19, 2006, 09:35 PM
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(((((((((((((Rapunzel)))))))))))))))))
Good luck with the move. You're not inflicting your misery on everyone - sometimes we just need someone that understands or that is willing to listen. Glad you didn't cut, please take care of you. 
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Dec 20, 2006, 10:38 PM
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Thanks Candy and Canders.
 Today was long and busy, and busy is good when I get like that. I'm feeling quite a bit better now. It's just always amazing how fast I can crash when I think I'm doing okay.
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.” – John H. Groberg
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Dec 20, 2006, 10:48 PM
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Rap, I'm glad you didn't give in..........always know that we're here.....all of the time....xoxoxo pat
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Dec 20, 2006, 11:42 PM
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Pat,
It is good to know that. And it does feel better to be able to check in and report not giving in than the other alternative.
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.” – John H. Groberg
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Dec 21, 2006, 09:17 PM
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Dec 23, 2006, 01:51 AM
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(((((((((((((( Rap )))))))))))))
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