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#1
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I have SI at school, but it wasn't cutting, or burning.
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#2
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I cut at work at least once a week.......
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Never have, but I've been tempted. My boss has this knife that is used to conduct autopsies. I've been tempted to just run the blade across my palm. It's weird because I rarely cut.
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When I attempted suicide when I was 15 I did it at school...brought a bunch of pills
from home and took them in the bathroom... I guess in the end I am kind of glad I did it there, because obviously the teacher realized there was something up...if I had said I was sick and stayed home alone and did it I might not have made it don't think I would have ended up calling 911. Though I suppose they could have been jerks at the school and tried to 'punish' me for taking pills at school but I suppose they figured it wouldn't do any good and going to the ER and crap was probably bad enough. Last edited by notz; Mar 11, 2014 at 07:34 AM. Reason: added trigger icon. May be a trigger for others. Brought within community guidelines. |
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Yes. Not long before I dropped out.
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Work, no. School, once or twice. When I was at my worst I SIed on the subway, and again in the subway restroom. I don't suggest it.
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Not really. At work the most i've done is 1) take a supply (which I don't do anymore) and 2) walk around with my hand in my pocket and the tip of a needle pricking (but not enough to draw blood) at my finger tip. It felt good honestly.
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I've cut myself in Concert Choir once, attempted an overdose in one of the many school bathrooms twice (but got caught each time; not until after I had taken everything), (ACCIDENTALLY) burned myself in Honors Forensic Science once, and I have threatened suicide in class 6 times.
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Diagnosed with: Asperger's Syndrome (high spectrum) Panic Disorder Non-purging type Bulimia Nervosa “I don't need the perfect one. I just need somebody to make me feel like the only one” -Zayn Malik ![]() Last edited by notz; Mar 11, 2014 at 11:38 PM. Reason: added trigger icon for mention of suicide |
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Yes - I did it in one of the smaller toilets (only 2 cubicles) during lesson time when I had a free... it was surprisingly awesome haha :/
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Oh, the one time I did attempt sui was at school. I overdosed at the hallway water fountain and just went back and sat in class. -_-
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A majorly depressed, anxious and dependent, schizotypal hypomanic beautiful mess ...[just a rebel to the world with no place to go... ![]() Last edited by notz; Mar 11, 2014 at 11:40 PM. Reason: added trigger icon for mention of suicide |
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No, although I do the ol' rubber-band trick while at both places.
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No, but I've cut pretty much everywhere else...the bathrooms at the gym and my church, backstage at dance performances and competitions, my car, etc. Work is really the only place where I won't let myself cut.
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What did they do when you threaten suicide? & attempted at school? I could never do that, I would never want people to know. Last edited by notz; Mar 11, 2014 at 11:42 PM. Reason: added trigger icon |
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That's how admin at my school found out. The pill bottle fell out in band, a girl saw, I told her i was going to take them later and went on about life as normal. They pulled me out of class a few hours later after i'd taken them. Smh.
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I will today.............
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I have cut myself at school. I wouldn't recommend it. Not a vey hygienic place, the school bathroom. Who would have guessed?
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When I threatened it, they took me straight to the counselor, and she yelled at me for an hour each time, and when I attempted it, nothing happened, because no one knew about it.
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Diagnosed with: Asperger's Syndrome (high spectrum) Panic Disorder Non-purging type Bulimia Nervosa “I don't need the perfect one. I just need somebody to make me feel like the only one” -Zayn Malik ![]() |
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I did a bunch yesterday (at work).
I will probably do more today. |
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No you won't! Why are you doing this in the first place?!?!?!
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Diagnosed with: Asperger's Syndrome (high spectrum) Panic Disorder Non-purging type Bulimia Nervosa “I don't need the perfect one. I just need somebody to make me feel like the only one” -Zayn Malik ![]() |
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Yes I did. 150 more cuts this morning. Thinking about some more this afternoon. I had forgotten how well the "behind" bleeds. It is great!
And "Maxixer" - as to why I cut..... if you have to ask - then you will never understand. Sorry. |
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It was more of a rhetorical question, but as always, someone takes it the wrong way...
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Diagnosed with: Asperger's Syndrome (high spectrum) Panic Disorder Non-purging type Bulimia Nervosa “I don't need the perfect one. I just need somebody to make me feel like the only one” -Zayn Malik ![]() |
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Sorry - MY failure, not yours. |
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I have thought about it. A couple times in the past two years I tried it with a sharp stick and a dull knife (I grabbed the first one I saw). I think my motivation was anger. Anger at a horrible boss. And anger at myself for not knowing how to stand up for myself (guess I was trying to punish myself). Don't know if this is the typical reasons people S.I.
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I stabbed myself with various objects in front of my teacher. She did nothing but sit there.
In a class room of 6 -.- she didn't care |
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I took an overdose at school when I was 17. I was out of it, which was my intention, but it got written off as a migraine when I got to tired to go to class and went to the nurses office.
When I saw my rapist at work, I started scratching my arms with the keys I had to hold for opening and closing display cases. I didn't know I was doing it though. Those are the only two times I can recall.
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“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”. Last edited by notz; Apr 02, 2014 at 12:05 AM. Reason: added trigger icon |
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