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Jun 02, 2014, 07:23 PM
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I don't know the reasoning behind it right now, but I just want pain. Maybe I just need to feel something? Maybe I feel I deserve pain? I usually only do 2 cuts, but this tonight I did 4 cuts but I want more, I want more pain.
Last edited by celtic.starlite; Jun 02, 2014 at 07:24 PM. Reason: added trigger warning |
 Bill3, herethennow, Jess113
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Jun 02, 2014, 08:13 PM
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Oh I know.....
(((((Celtric))))) Stay safe. |
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#3
Jun 02, 2014, 10:39 PM
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((((((Celtic))))))
Do you have a T who can help you process these thoughts? Stay safe, Jacq
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The unexamined life is not worth living. -Socrates |
| celtic.starlite
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#4
Jun 02, 2014, 10:41 PM
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This is maybe a cliched reason, but are you in pain on the inside and are just looking for a way to release it? Don't cut, please don't..just try to reason with yourself and figure out why you want to do it first. Then you can figure out how to fix it.
Some counseling might really help... But please don't cut.  Much love.. 
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| celtic.starlite
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#5
Jun 03, 2014, 05:56 AM
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Thank you all.
I see my T today. Jess113, that is one of the usual reasons for me when I cut. It could be this time too, I don't know. |
| Idiot17
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Jun 03, 2014, 07:06 AM
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hang in there celtic.
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| celtic.starlite
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#7
Jun 03, 2014, 07:17 AM
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I'm trying. Thanks.
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| Bill3
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#8
Jun 03, 2014, 07:13 PM
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I know how you feel. I like to feel pain. I genuinely enjoy it. But I don't cut, I dig into my gums until they bleed with floss. Ask your T healthier ways to express the same feeling without hurting yourself. Let us know how you're doing will you? Stay safe.
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| celtic.starlite
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#9
Jun 04, 2014, 06:17 AM
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T has given me healthy coping skills. I have been trying to practice them, but I didn't the other night.
I'm not sure how I am yet. Thanks for the suggestions, concern, and replies. |
| Bill3, Idiot17
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#10
Jun 05, 2014, 11:26 AM
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The fact that you were trying is commendable in itself
I find myself going back to cutting even though I know I have healthy coping in place. I guess to me it's just more powerful. And it's more familiar than what they suggest. Hang in there tight
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
| celtic.starlite
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Jun 05, 2014, 01:06 PM
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I had successfully quit cutting for two years until a few months the ago. Now, like you always hear, it feels harder to quit again.
Im living in a fog today. Cutting urges are not strong today thankfully. I have a lot on my mind. Celtic |
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