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Aug 05, 2014, 01:21 PM
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...but I know it is, to my husband at least. I've been in this great mood all day, bordering on hypomanic, when the thought to cut came to me. I'm supposed to call my husband before I cut but it just didn't seem like that big of a deal to me. Now I have to go inpatient for something I consider trivial and wreck my plans for the rest of the week and possibly miss my intake appt for the IOP I was planning to attend. My husband is beside himself with worry and I know I should feel repentant for not calling him but I just don't. I have a feeling he's going to leave work early and make me call my therapist who will in turn insist that I go to the regional crisis center which is really icky and the last thing I want to do. Would much rather call the psych hospital for an evaluation so I know where I'm going. It all sucks but I only feel mildly annoyed and slightly surprised at my husband's reaction.
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Aug 05, 2014, 01:54 PM
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Actually, if I were your husband, then I would be concerned, too.
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Aug 05, 2014, 08:20 PM
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Hey gwenlian,
Everyone would be concerned for you I know I am I know your husband would be, hear me out,  I'm also hypermanic, so I know what it feels like, I get so depressed I cut, cut worse and worse everytime, I have no one to stop me but people on here, SO my sugestion Talk to people on here, People care about you, If you dont want to call your husband then don't but get help!! Cutting is good I know it makes us feel better but its not healthy... So get help ...I'm worried I dont want to say the wrong thing or wrong sugesstion to you :LTake care of yourself ..
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I hide my pain and hurt, I don't like others knowing I fear it may hurt them.
So what you see isn't necessarily true don't trust my facial expression. I'm keen and cunning I will trick you. I am suicidal, I cut I have Borderline personality and Depression. I believe I am Auto phobia -I am highly afraid to be alone and I'm very scared of myself, Don't underestimate me. |
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Aug 06, 2014, 12:31 AM
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I crashed in the late afternoon and I was aghast at how I had behaved. Thankfully my husband and friend knew I wasn't in my right mind so there was no harm, no foul on that front. They were both just very worried about me. I'm going inpatient on Wednesday and hopefully get the help I need to be better. Thank you for your concern, it really means a lot to me considering I've only been here a short while.
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Aug 06, 2014, 08:24 PM
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Good to hear
Hope your okay and your welcome, Take care of yourself
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I hide my pain and hurt, I don't like others knowing I fear it may hurt them.
So what you see isn't necessarily true don't trust my facial expression. I'm keen and cunning I will trick you. I am suicidal, I cut I have Borderline personality and Depression. I believe I am Auto phobia -I am highly afraid to be alone and I'm very scared of myself, Don't underestimate me. |
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