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Aug 21, 2014, 12:14 AM
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I've been doing really well (considering the past 9 months) lately on keeping my self harm to a minimum. About a week or 2 weeks ago, I did it along my bikini line, pretty deep for me. I told my T about it today. I haven't done it since then, but tonight I want to do it again worse.
This is the exact same thing we talked about today, getting it under control because I know it's a slippery slope for me. But I'm stressed, and I just want to do it to feel the pain, see the blood, see how deep I can make it this time. I started to try to cut in the bathtub tonight, but I couldn't get it to cut with what I had, so I gave up. My mind immediately went to wanting to go to the store in the morning to buy some blades, because I know those are effective. I just need to get over this urge and go to sleep, and hopefully it won't be there tomorrow. |
 Anonymous200125, NoddaProbBob, tealBumblebee
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Aug 21, 2014, 08:20 AM
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gist hang in there, the want to cut will go away... try to find somthing to distract yourself with like watching youtube gist to keep your mind busy so u dont think about it... best of luck
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Aug 21, 2014, 03:41 PM
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I'm sorry to hear that you are struggling right now.
 How is the day going for you?
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A majorly depressed, anxious and dependent, schizotypal hypomanic beautiful mess ...[just a rebel to the world with no place to go...  ]
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