[PianogirlPlays]

Hurt, frustrated, disappointed, angry, upset all of it is inward. The pain goes up and I keep hurting myself inwardly. Pain in my head, body, bad enough to prevent me from life.

[Frankbtl]

Hi PianogirlPlays, I really sorry you're feeling all of that/finding things so hard
Do you want to talk a bit more about what's going on for you?? And anything causing or impacting on the way you're feeling??

Alison

[PianogirlPlays]

Originally Posted by Frankbtl

Hi PianogirlPlays, I really sorry you're feeling all of that/finding things so hard
Do you want to talk a bit more about what's going on for you?? And anything causing or impacting on the way you're feeling??

Alison

My daughter really went after me with words. Accused me wrongfully. Hurt my feelings. Did not help or support me at a difficult time. My husband was about to have heart surgery and she was hitting me with words. So I am angry, hurt and unfortunately turned inward in this hurtful way. It has happened before but I didn't get so stuck in it. I am struggling with ruminating over it. So hard to stop when I can't seem to come to any conclusion as to how to better the situation. Had to postpone my counseling session today until Wed. Wanted to deal with some of this. It is affecting my life!

[Frankbtl]

Hi PianogirlPlays, it must have been a very worrying and upsetting time having your husband close to surgery and I'm sure you could have done with some support at that time and especially if you were trying to stay strong for your husband???
But do you think that your daughter was very emotional because her father (??) was going through such a big thing??? If he is her father/he means something to her??? Perhaps scared, upset, looking to lash out at someone............???
Sometimes in that sort of situation (if nothing else works) you just need to distance yourself, in the interests of yourself and your husband. And maybe now you could work on distancing yourself (emotionally) from what was said..........you were all maybe having a really hard time???
Perhaps when you're ready you could contact her and you could support each other (if only a little??!!) .........but for now, maybe time to try to turn more of your attention onto yourself and your husband???
Hope your husband is recovering, and hope that you're doing just a bit better today........but here if you need to talk.

Alison