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Old Oct 08, 2015, 08:24 PM
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(((((hiddensecret)))))

Is it true that you completed about 2.5 months before lapsing?

Sounds good to me, no one can take that away from you! You can start another good run.
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Old Oct 08, 2015, 08:32 PM
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Is it true that you completed about 2.5 months before lapsing?

Sounds good to me, no one can take that away from you! You can start another good run.
2 months 1 week...nearly 10 weeks. I know I should be proud but I just feel weak and pathetic for giving in. Just feel like I have thrown away the hard work and now have to start again
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Old Oct 08, 2015, 08:58 PM
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I don't mean that you "should" feel proud. The way you feel is the way you feel. You are in a sort of mourning for the loss.

I just mean to remind you of your proven strengths, and your proven successes. After sadness you can begin again, with renewed vigor.
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Old Oct 08, 2015, 11:12 PM
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Sadistic thoughts instead of self harm thoughts. It's deeply unsettling.
Unstimulated. Unapprehensive. Indifferent. Disinterested. Melancholy.
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Old Oct 08, 2015, 11:28 PM
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It has been ___ days since I SIed -- Part 2
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Old Oct 08, 2015, 11:33 PM
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Good job broken_one!
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Old Oct 09, 2015, 08:57 AM
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And tomorrow it'll be 6 weeks. Time goes fast.
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Old Oct 09, 2015, 09:16 AM
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@Breadfish: Congratulations!

I am so happy for you!
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Old Oct 09, 2015, 10:16 AM
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Old Oct 09, 2015, 12:33 PM
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Ahh nevermind. I feel better.
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Old Oct 10, 2015, 10:28 AM
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Old Oct 10, 2015, 10:41 AM
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Good job CrazyLo! I love your spirit!
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Old Oct 10, 2015, 10:59 AM
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I had a lot of intrusive memories/pictures/feeling this afternoon and I briefly thought of SI. Didn't do it, though.
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Old Oct 10, 2015, 11:07 AM
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Well done Breadfish!
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Old Oct 10, 2015, 11:25 AM
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1 day.
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Old Oct 10, 2015, 11:26 AM
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Old Oct 10, 2015, 03:22 PM
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Struggling again.
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Old Oct 10, 2015, 03:48 PM
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Hang in there Breadfish! :
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Old Oct 11, 2015, 04:27 AM
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I did. Didn't give in.
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Old Oct 11, 2015, 05:48 AM
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Way to go Breadfish!
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Old Oct 11, 2015, 11:18 AM
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Had really bad urges to hurt myself this afternoon - and also destructive thoughts towards property. But again, I didn't give in. And the thoughts are bearable now.
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Old Oct 11, 2015, 11:43 AM
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3 or 4 days. . . having baaad urges tho.

Possible trigger:
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Old Oct 11, 2015, 01:30 PM
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Day 10 and no urges here!
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Old Oct 11, 2015, 01:56 PM
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That's amazing, CrazyLo!
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Old Oct 11, 2015, 02:48 PM
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I'm going to start counting in months soon. Thanks everyone for the support. I'm in a weird mood where I know I can stay strong but I almost want to go back to where I was. I think I am overtired and not very rational. I will stay safe, that is what I want, I just wish self soothing was a bit easier.
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