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#1027
Oct 30, 2015, 10:15 AM
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About 2 days... I think
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#1028
Oct 31, 2015, 11:01 AM
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the same.
2 days.. |
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#1029
Oct 31, 2015, 12:30 PM
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2 weeks.
i feel like i might relapse soon. 
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#1030
Oct 31, 2015, 08:20 PM
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Months but I'm thinking about it right now. Fighting it, thinking how disgusting, worthless, despicable and disgusting I am for all my diet and exercise failures. For my lie of food and how I only exercised regularly for a few days. I'm repulsive, I'm disgusting, I'm trash. I need to be hurt. I deserve it for being such an awful person.
The exercise only made me feel worse anyway. And remembering that I'm a ****** human being every time I eat sweets or takeout doesn't deter me at all. I needed to get that out. Still thinking though. EDIT: The anger and urges seem to have passed, but I still feel awful. I think all I can do is hope tomorrow gets better. I'm thinking of doing a lot of changes for November... Last edited by ScientiaOmnisEst; Oct 31, 2015 at 08:59 PM. |
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#1031
Nov 01, 2015, 11:53 AM
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Quote:
I'll stop posting now. Can't believe I'm back at zero so soon. |
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#1035
Nov 02, 2015, 08:51 AM
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13 days,
Possible trigger:
Last edited by notz; Nov 02, 2015 at 09:02 PM. Reason: added trigger and code |
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#1036
Nov 02, 2015, 11:17 AM
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1 Day...
__________________
Formally known as broken_one 
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#1038
Nov 03, 2015, 12:33 AM
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4 months
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__________________
 What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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#1039
Nov 03, 2015, 01:50 AM
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16 or 17 days now, but i really want to do it, and i'm struggling not to.
got some hurtful things said about me by a family member today. i guess they live far enough away to feel comfortable judging me at a cool distance. and we used to be close too... now they wonder why i don't talk to them more than once every few months. i pretended it didn't bother me, so now i can't exactly talk to anyone irl about it. i guess that's society... if you're of-age and not working at least part-time, you're just one of the lazy, unemployed scum.  on top of this, my 19th birthday is in 4 days, and i don't want to celebrate. i don't want any presents (except for one thing, and i'll never get it so it doesn't matter). i don't feel like my life is much to celebrate, anyway. |
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#1043
Nov 03, 2015, 08:17 PM
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Thanks, Bill. It's funny but once my dad got out of my life, I didn't feel like cutting anymore. It's very true that getting rid of toxic people helps your mental health.
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What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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#1045
Nov 05, 2015, 11:27 AM
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3 months...
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#1046
Nov 05, 2015, 12:26 PM
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