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Mar 19, 2007, 11:30 AM
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i cut
i cut much worse than i have ever cut before. i blame it on my boyfriend; telling me he likes my best mate. for a girl with a huge self confidence issue, it hurt A LOT being told the guy your in love with want's your best friend. yet he tells me he doesn't want her, he just likes her. tbh in my eyes. it's the same thing he swears blind to me he would never do anything with her, and tbh i'm unsure on whether i can trust him or not. he promises me everyday he loves me and me only yet but i can't help but feel doubt in the back of my mind i keep thinking that he's thinking of her when he asked me to marry him. i couldn't wait to say yes. but now i'm thinking it's a big mistake. i run my fingers over my cuts and they are so much worse than they normally are he has made me feel so much worse than i have before. i just can't handle it i took an overdose because of him not three weeks ago yet i don't want to leave him i love him too much
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Mar 19, 2007, 12:42 PM
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I’m sorry that you felt like you had to cut but that’s done and over with no point in dwelling on it now. I would say you should go to the doctor if you need to. Self care should be your primary concern. And as for your fiancé well I don’t want to be disrespectful but that is a terrible thing to say to your woman. I mean really what was he thinking? He sounds like what I would call a douche. I hope you feel better and remember that we are here for you.
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Mar 19, 2007, 02:09 PM
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Hello Sweet Poison Girl.
I am sorry that you are hurting about what your boyfriend said. I would suggest that you contact your therapist if you can and get the help you need at this time. I hope things get better for you soon. Soidhonia
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Mar 20, 2007, 12:26 PM
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basiclly it sounds like he is using your dx as a way to control you, you could do better
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Mar 29, 2007, 06:05 PM
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I'm not sure I understand the last part. SI is a way to control for some...agree
Nothemama8 - what does "you could do better mean" I'm hoping you mean she can do better in boyfriends - someone who doesn't tell her that he likes her best friend?
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