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the cut
the blood the freedom |
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So true. Take care.
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I know how you feel hon
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please be safe.....
((((((((Bronee))))))))))) remember dont do anything rash .......because then you got to scratch it....and take bendryl .....and stupid white lotion.....and then you look like a walking cloud....and i dont want to be known as being a twin of a cloud...how ridicoulous does that sound??? I may be put in the nut house for just THINKING that...lol.....take care sweety and remember lets not do anything rash..... love your twing always and forever, inny
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but try to not act on this imagining, okay?
(((((((((((bronee)))))))))))))
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(((bronee))) been thinking about it myself.... stay safe!
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the cut
= the blood x the freedom ! it seems to me that people who say it`s freedom have actually forgot what REAL freedom feels like. i understand that the "release" of emotion by casuing damage to your body and feeling pain seem to be a sort of freedom, but when you have REAL freedom you don`t feel the need to do all that. yeah, i have SI image on my mind till this day...in extreme cases. so i understand what you are talking about more or less. i wish you all the best to stay away from it and experiance the REAL freaodm! |
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my idea of freedom is obviously something u do not see rite now
no offence intended i actually like ur posting its really good what is real freedom what is it to you what is it to me its all different we are individuals we know so our ideas can be varied... |
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
bronee said: my idea of freedom is obviously something u do not see rite now we are individuals we know so our ideas can be varied... </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> of course! we are all different. it`s o.k i must say that i USED to feel in a more or less similar way and that`s why i say it. i know that biting my finger till the bone calms me down. but why am i doing it? i think that freedom should feel GOOD. you don`t want to cut yourself becasue you feel good, because you feel free? maybe i am wrong about you in this point...? this is just an assumption. doing voilent things against ourselves hits the source of our being....the ROOT thought and emotion that lies behind the cutting is actually bad. self hatred. depression..etc. it satifyes that fury, or whatever....NOT our REAL selves... i think that if hatred and depression and all those feelings were REAL parts of who we are from our NATURE-we WOUDL feel fine with them! "depression" would feel good ! and we wouldn`t have been trying to invent psychological therapy and medicine. the SUFFERING is a sign from our soul say: "this dress doesn`t sute me. it`s very tight and uncomfortable." God put us where we are to do self work and thus to balance ourselves, explore and create ourselves differently so that we get closer to who we REALLY are -and thus closer to HIM. and since everything is relaive, after we had all that bad, we will more then appriciate the good we learned to create. it`s an endless process of developmnet... that`s what i believe....becasue i went from feeling suicidal and being a push off to feeling happy and carefree. from hating and cursing myself to exploring and recreating myself from deep inside. ho well....i really hope i don`t hijack the topic to myself..... didn`t think the post will be so long... so i really wish you all the best . i hope you will feel bettet soon. |
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