[lozza89]

so ummm I cut really bad on my arm and I know I should go to the hospital but I cant cuz I cant handle being judged by them right now - it will just make things worse. it won't stop bleeding even after putting heaps of pressure on it, applying 2 tight bandages plus a tubular one. bleeding has slowed down but its still bleeding.

starting to freak out cuz I cant go to the hospital, I cant contact my therapist (24 hr rule) and I cant tell my gp cuz he will probably be booked out although I do have an apt with him on friday but I should just cancel it already.

I use to be so much stronger than this but I just cant do this anymore I cant. I am due to start groups next tues but I am freaking out about it as I havent done groups in forever and I always dissociate in a group setting

I feel so alone and scared and I just don't know. Shouldn't even be posting. Sorry

[Crazy Hitch]

I'm glad you posted ((lozza))

Please don't fear judgment for seeking medical attention.

Professional health care workers should show consideration in giving you the medical care that you need now. Yes, there may be questions, not with the intent to judge what you have done but to help you.

Could you at least try your gp and see if you're able to get a booking?

[lozza89]

just saw this.. he has tomorrow (wednesday off) and I see him on friday so it probably wont make any difference seeing him a day earlier so may as well just keep the friday apt..

hate this so much. things just keep getting worse and worse. I really dont know what to do anymore. see my therapist tomorrow but finding getting through the night hard enough and I jsut dont know if I can hold on anymore.

[Fizzyo]

Sorry this is so late responding, I hope you found a workable way to stay safer. Good luck with your efforts to be as safe as possible.