Ceramic tile.....

I am currently ripping out the ceramic tile in my kitchen, hallway, bathroom & laundry (big messy job that will take days and days and days to complete). The other day when I was removing some of the old tile - I accidentally cut my wrist on a jagged piece of tile. It bled a bit (nothing serious) - right where you would want to cut if you were truly suicidal.

I am NOT suicidal at this moment - but the cut made me stop and take notice that it was not very "hard" or painful place to cut.

I have cut many times before - typically on thighs and hip region for privacy reasons.... but I originally started at wrists and quickly stopped for visibility reasons and my memory is that it was "not realistic" for actually killing myself (too painful to get to where you have to get to for the cut to kill yourself).

Well, now since that accidental cut - I can not stop thinking about cutting my wrist more and more - LESS than accidentally - but claiming that it was an accident.

It's harder than you think to commit suicide by cutting your wristyou have to get round or through nerves and tendons and that does hurt and most people just succeed in ending up with fingers that can't move any more or severe long term pain from nerve damage. Your accidental cut was too superficial to hurt much, even though it bled.i know this because a friend tried and is living with the consequences.