[Fuzzybear]

Possible trigger:

I want to cut this stupid bear body into little pieces. I'm not "normal" .. No one (no "professional" )wants to help, they never did. That abusive POS ("IRL") was "right". .I'm "useless" . Why can't I just freaking disappear, I'm so tired
"we only use it when we're justified": HOW DARE YOU
Devalued, violated, trodden on, flushed away with a load of **** and who the **** cares, I'm worth nothing, apparently

[Georgia Bridge]

Hmm... grrrr

Possible trigger:

Fuzzy,this is hard to do, I know... ignore them! Try to ignore them...
I have to keep reminding myself that my value is not defined by others. Ever.
Your value is NOT defined by others. Ever!
I don't know what a POS is... I hope to look it up.
Who is justified in Jesus's eyes, Fuzzy? You are.
Most professionals in my life often times think they know more about me than I do and I know I'm just a job to them, usually a very annoying part of their job.
They only USE WHAT(???) when they THINK they are justified. They only think they are justified, Fuzzy. They are contemptible.
Please try not to give them the satisfaction of perceiving yourself the way they want you to.
All of this, I know, is much more easily said than done.
You remember that you mean so much more than that to many people here too, as well as to Jesus. (I bring up Jesus because I see that you are a member of at least one Christian group; I mean know offence by it if you are not Christian. Either way, Jesus is on the side of justice, mercy, compassion, and grace.)

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[gayleggg]

I'm sorry things are so tough for you Fuzzy. I wish I could make all your pain go away. I still believe there are some people who really want to help, but that could be wishful thinking. Don't give up. You are loved.

[Fuzzybear]

Thanks so much

Possible trigger:

I am a Christian, and I believe that Jesus too is disgusted and saddened by such vile self serving neglect and abuse . Sorry to all Christians and non Christians, I'm a very "bad" Christian :-(

I hear you, I was a very annoying part of their job as I didn't just walk away at their first lame and abusive fobbing off tactic I must have been a special kind of stupid to not realise the full extent of their INABILITY to LISTEN or CARE
As if I hadn't experienced the same throughout childhood
I wish I could let the *** hole opinions of that Piece of **** (IRL) go (POS in my earlier post )

Originally Posted by Georgia Bridge

Hmm... grrrr

Possible trigger:

Fuzzy,this is hard to do, I know... ignore them! Try to ignore them...
I have to keep reminding myself that my value is not defined by others. Ever.
Your value is NOT defined by others. Ever!
I don't know what a POS is... I hope to look it up.
Who is justified in Jesus's eyes, Fuzzy? You are.
Most professionals in my life often times think they know more about me than I do and I know I'm just a job to them, usually a very annoying part of their job.
They only USE WHAT(???) when they THINK they are justified. They only think they are justified, Fuzzy. They are contemptible.
Please try not to give them the satisfaction of perceiving yourself the way they want you to.
All of this, I know, is much more easily said than done.
You remember that you mean so much more than that to many people here too, as well as to Jesus. (I bring up Jesus because I see that you are a member of at least one Christian group; I mean know offence by it if you are not Christian. Either way, Jesus is on the side of justice, mercy, compassion, and grace.)

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[Fuzzybear]

Thank you (((((((( gayle )))))))))

Originally Posted by gayleggg

I'm sorry things are so tough for you Fuzzy. I wish I could make all your pain go away. I still believe there are some people who really want to help, but that could be wishful thinking. Don't give up. You are loved.

((((((Fuzzy))))))

[nervous puppy]

I'm sorry Fuzzy

[sinking]

Fuzzy...
just wanted to say im sorry you're hurting so much you often cant use words to express what you have inside, but when you do its "nice" to see what is going on with you. dont take it badly, im sorry you're hurting, but your words are really expressive and i think its good for you to use them a little more (i often see you only use emoticons or delete your own posts). i hope that writing/talking helps you. takecare.

[Fuzzybear]

Thank you all
(words and communication aren't the easiest soil, thanks so much for your caring and non judgemental support )