[blah__x]

my family thinks its funny to throw "emo" comments around OH SO COINCIDENTALLY when i'm in the room.

YES ITS SO SHITTING FUNNY TO HEAR ABOUT HOW EMO GRASS CUTS ITSELF-HA DA LA DI %#@&#! HA!

NOT!

MY BROTHER CONSTANTLY PUTS SCREENSAVERS/DESKTOP BACKGROUNDS TO TRIGGER ME, THE CUTTING JOKES ARE EVERYWHERE, THE CONSTANT COMMENTS ABOUT BLACK BEING "EVIL"

IM %#@&#! SICK OF IT

FOR STARTERS, MY INTEREST IS LIMITED TO GOTHIC CULTURE-NOT EMO.
SECONDS, WHAT THE %#@&#! DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH THE FACT THAT I AM A MESSED UP ***** WITH NO LIFE?!?


somebody please kill me

[Christina86]

((((((((((((Gabriel))))))))))))))))

I've heard all the jokes before too. Apparently cutting = emo, even if you don't do anything else.

I'm sorry that your family isn't supportive. I wish I knew how to help, but I do understand a bit.

((((Gabriel))))
My family joked around much to. Some of them tried to trigger me as well. I tried telling them that they were the reasons behimnd my SI. (only part of the reason) some where along the way I became the black sheep as well. The only thing that stopped my family was a ER doc telling them why I was there. I think that gave mom a reality check. She eventually got help for her self. I wish people could spend a day in our shoes.

You are not a ***** with no life. Everyone has a life worth living it just sometimes takes a while to figure out where our journeys are taking us.

Just know that there are people here to support you and listen to you and help you. I am so sorry about what you are dealing with.

[Irine]

i am so sorry for you...how angry you are.
i hope you hold on despite thse jokes in your family.
if you do you will be stronger.

no, not a ***** with no life, and not saying kill me....
becasue those words are only as true as YOU MAKE THEM. you can make them fade away.....

do you understand how much FREEDOM you have? your thoughts make your life.....

i hope you will hold on and that you can get professional halp, as you probably need.