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#1
Apr 16, 2016, 10:24 AM
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i just wanted to create a thread on this.
went to check something on my arm today to find it was almost hidden (and unnoticeable) so now i've made myself a promise that i will make it as visible as possible- by constantly using the same area again, and again, and again i'm so angry that it's getting smaller! does anyone else get like this? they realise something is unnoticeable on their arm (or anywhere on their body), and it just makes you want to do it even more than you do all ready? |
 CognitoSchiz1989, Fizzyo
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#2
Apr 16, 2016, 10:11 PM
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I too go over healed areas that didn't stay as long as I wanted them to, if that's what you're asking
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| Anonymous32451, Fizzyo
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#3
Apr 17, 2016, 04:46 AM
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that is exactly what i mean, yes glad you understand and i'm not the only one that does it |
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#4
Apr 29, 2016, 11:40 PM
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Stop cutting. Stop now. You don't want to be like me. No matter how good it feels now, one day you will regret it. This comes from a place of love. I love you right now even if you dont. I hope you can love yourself enough to stop hurting yourself. Seesaw Sent from my SM-N910V using Tapatalk
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#5
Apr 29, 2016, 11:53 PM
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I wish my scars would disappear
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Apr 29, 2016, 11:54 PM
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Me too, nammuu
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What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
| Nammu
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#7
Apr 30, 2016, 12:29 AM
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Yes...please...I understand and have been there as well. My scars are very visible on my arms. Lots of them. I have not created any new ones in almost two years. I have felt the urge...but I don't want any more scars. The ulna nerve in my arm was completely severed. This nerve controls the feeling in your thumb, index, and middle fingers. Neurosurgery was performed. It brought sensitivity back, but in a very unpleasant way. I live with chronic pain, and there's nothing that I can do about it. People see my scars and take notice...I am a 42 year old woman...I do not wear them like badges of courage. They are not attractive. I can talk about it with those I trust and love. Keep your body smooth and beautiful.
I read this blog yesterday...and I cried for her. I cried for myself. I cried for others that are suffering along with me. Guest Blog- A Legacy of Scars: Self Injury Throughout One Woman?s Life | Sorting Out Your Life |
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#8
Apr 30, 2016, 04:49 AM
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I constantly feel like I haven't done enough damage when I self harm so I have to repeat till I am satisfied
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#9
Apr 30, 2016, 04:03 PM
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Passion, what can you do besides self harm to soothe yourself?
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What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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Apr 30, 2016, 04:11 PM
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When the urge comes its hard to resist sometimes i fight usually i find waiting all night for an urge to pass stressful.i like to talk if i had someone to talk to at night but no one is usually up when i am
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#11
Apr 30, 2016, 06:51 PM
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I can totally understand this. It is almost as if I want them there. I haven't cut in a real long time so my foot is completely healed. But for the last week I have been craving to do it again. I don't know what is up. I get it though. I can feel for you.
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#12
Apr 30, 2016, 09:08 PM
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What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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#13
May 02, 2016, 05:28 AM
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I totally think if i can find someone to talk to when i feel this way i won't be so tempted ive consider using the warmline any of you heard of it . It's a national hot line were you call in just to talk i could have called the suicide hotline but its not really a suicide crisis snd i just want to be heard not 5150ed
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#14
May 02, 2016, 06:38 AM
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Passion fruit,.come into pc chat and pm.me.or just pm through the site. I respond fairly quickly.
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What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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May 02, 2016, 07:13 AM
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Okay
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#16
May 02, 2016, 10:59 PM
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i'm sorry passionfruit...
you can try to pm me... i have no idea how to use it...it can't be too difficult!! |
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May 03, 2016, 05:04 AM
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it's not difficult... you'll get a pop up that says you have a message, just press okay on do you want to display the message, and then you can read what it says and reply if you want to! |
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#18
May 04, 2016, 07:37 AM
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It's sad that even in the chatrooms discussing SH is such a taboo topic. People don't want to hear about it at all and give support. But that's the most effective place on here to get support in the moment when you're almost out of options. It's not like you need to talk about the SH itself, but having someone talk to you about what's bothering you and why do you feel the need to SH, helping you figure it out so you can deal with it a healthy way...no one wants to do that. THey just hear that you want to SH and think you should call a chatline. Feeling the need to SH and suicide ideation are too vastly different things.
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