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#1
Jul 25, 2007, 02:10 AM
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im trying so hard not to..it is physically difficult to keep out of my top drawer..where i keep everything.
i scribbled on my arms with red pen, brushed my hair, washed my face and cleaned off my month old eyeliner, ended up having a shower, read for a while, did some work, listened to the radio, watched tv, now im on PC chat. i dont even know what they're talking about but its a distraction at least. ive just been up and down and im already so easily distrcted. in fact cutting etc is the only stuff i can concentrate on for more than a few minutes. cant take it much longer....
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Jul 25, 2007, 12:01 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((Gabriel)))))))))))))))))))
what a wonderful job you've done distracting yourself! i know you are trying so hard!! is there someplace you can go? is it early in the morning where you are? hmmm...i hope then you are sleeping and dreaming of wonderful things!! if not - you can pm me or keep posting!! be gentle with yourself and be safe!!
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Jul 25, 2007, 01:04 PM
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(((((((((((((((gabriel))))))))))))))
Hope you are ok hun Well done for distracting yourself, it is so tough, but you are doing so well Take care and try to stay safe Love, Mad xoxox |
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Jul 27, 2007, 12:49 AM
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by not cutting/burning etc. i feel like its building up and im scared i'll do something stupid.
like..something really stupid. and ive run out of distractions help
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Jul 27, 2007, 12:56 AM
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gabriel , please dont hurt yourself..... i know how you feel i swear i do...... im no pro but i'm here in boulder colorado usa and will try to help you if i can. can i help? please reply to me! i will help anyway i can
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Jul 27, 2007, 06:36 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((Gabriel))))))))))))))))))
be safe sweetheart!!! you are doing an amazing job of not hurting yourself!!! can you tell us what is bothering you so deeply that you want to hurt yourself? do you know? you can PM me...i'll be offline for a couple hours, but will be back on today!!! we are all here to help in any way we can! 
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Jul 27, 2007, 09:48 AM
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Gabriel you are working so hard and must be in so much pain right now. You are doing so well and I hope you don't give up. Please know I am here and I understand and care. Feel free to PM me.
BB
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Jul 27, 2007, 11:02 PM
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thank you. i dont know whats wrong with me. im just being stupid again.
sorry for you wasting your time replying to my trash.
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Jul 27, 2007, 11:32 PM
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you are not being stupid!! and we did not waste our time commenting!! and it wasn't trash...it was your feelings.
i hope you are feeling better!
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Jul 27, 2007, 11:37 PM
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I am sorry that you are hurting so much. Sometimes reaching out can be scary but I am here. Please keep reaching out. Take care.
BB
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Jul 28, 2007, 12:29 AM
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gabriel your feelings are not trash they are valid....... better that you reach out than not...... we are here. thinkin of you, hoping you are ok and wishing you well..........
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#12
Jul 31, 2007, 01:06 AM
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im so weak. i couldnt hold it in. and ive just ben through hell, it was so hard..
and now i feel i couldve held on and ive jst ruined another attempt at cleaning up... 
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Jul 31, 2007, 01:17 AM
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((((((((((gabriel))))))))))))
it'll be ok
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