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Aug 08, 2007, 04:28 AM
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I am so physically, emotionally, and metally tired that I have thoughts about being dead. I don't want to die and I am not going to do anything. I just need a break. I tell family members but nobody gives a $#@!%$#. I can't discuss this with my husband because he says I am sorry its my fault I will just end it all and cries. I can't do this. I took him to the ER to be prescreened and they sent him home. How can they send home a suicidal paitent? They did not think he was really suicidal and not bad enough to be admitted. His physicall symptoms at first would get worse when I decided to have me time or when I as for help with our daughter. Know his depression magically kicks in right when I want to leave. I don't know if his conditions are real or not at this point but I dont say anything to him for fear of making him worse. They say its conversion disorder, but sometimes I think he is playing sick for the attention. Plus on top of all of this I feel so guilty for thinking I wish you would die when he tells me he is suicidal just so I can get some rest. I don't want him dead and I love him.
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Aug 08, 2007, 09:55 AM
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(((((((((((((((((twirls))))))))))))))))))))))))
i'm so sorry for everything you are going through!!! geez....maybe he should come see my T....all he wants to do is stick me in the hospital!! ugh!!! have an appt today....thankfully no SI-ing where he could see! please be patient with yourself...i can't imagine having to deal with someone else's issues in addition to my own....that'd be enough to send anyone over the edge! remember to put your feelings first (and your daughter's of course!) you have to be well to deal with your husband... please take care!!!
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Aug 08, 2007, 05:53 PM
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Im sorry twirls,sounds like you need some help.Im not sure what that would be, but if you can talk to your T or hubbys T , even a close family member ,surely someone would even have a suggestion on how to help.You need a break.....I feel for you gal,I really do.
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Aug 08, 2007, 10:29 PM
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Thank you everyone. Today they hospitalized him in the nerology area. They said they may move himto the Cleveland Clinic.
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Aug 10, 2007, 01:36 AM
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I'm glad your getting some help with this. I was diagnosed with conversion disorder and it sucks (although it sounds like it is not as bad as his). Mine is triggered by severe amounts of stress, or severe craving of SI which is probably why it feels to you like he's faking it (although I obviously don't know whether he is or not), as it is only appearing when he's stressed, even if the stress is irrational, it is still there in his mind and his mind is probably over reacting to you being stressed. It is not your fault though that his brain is irrational and throws things out of proportion. I know it's hard to not blame yourself but try to remember that he is not at fault for your mental diagnoseses (is that even a word... doesn't matter... you get the point), and you arn't at fault for his.
I hope things get better and you both will get the help you need to make it through this. Like gostryter said, I can't imagine trying to deal with someone elses problems as well as my own. Good luck (((((((((((hugs)))))))))))
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Aug 10, 2007, 02:06 PM
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((((((((((((twirls)))))))))))))))
keep us posted...we're thinking of you!!
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Aug 10, 2007, 02:55 PM
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%$#$@#$%$$##$$%$$%$!!!
This sucks. They are sending him home today. He is doing a little better. What sucks is that I broke my elbow. How in the $%$#@ am I going to do this with a broken arm. I can't even pick my daughter up well let alone a grown man. |
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Aug 10, 2007, 04:05 PM
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(((((((((((((((twirls)))))))))))))))
i'm glad H is doing a bit better!! that's good news! but what're we gonna do with you!!!! ...gonna have to stick you bubble wrap and put you in a box filled with foam peanuts!!!! i'm so sorry!!! geez...that just sucks!!!!! there's just no getting around that....it just sucks! is there anyone who can help you?? you have to be able to let that bone heal!! otherwise you might could do permanent damange.... remember to take care of yourself!!! and ask for help!!!
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#9
Aug 10, 2007, 10:17 PM
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Your comment about the peanuts and plastic wrap made me laugh. I needed that.
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