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i am really really depressed.
there aren't actually any words anymore. i'm not exactly sure what to do or if anyone does actually know the extent to which this is hurting me now. I thought i had told them....prehaps i haven't. i actually don't think i have the strength to get through this weekend. i'm pretty scared. pls help me. |
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Abby)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry about your pain. Is there someone you can try and explain how much you are hurting? Maybe they didn't understand how bad you are feeling. If you are feeling this bad maybe you should consider finding professional help including the ER. If you have a t or a pdoc please call them now.
I am here if you want to PM me. I hear your pain. I am sorry it is so strong. Pleae stay safe. BB
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i am so sorry you feel so much pain right now. and on top of the not to be heard makes it worse. i have felt similar in the past, somethimes i handled it better than others, when really bad i try to do anything to distract myself until the really bad passes.
pm me if you like because if you are writing / talking you are not doing something harmful Linda
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Abby, how's it going? Check in and keep us updated, ok? I hope you're safe.
Rap
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Why am i sat here at uni when i am a crumpled mess?
I had an appt with the counsellor today - i was going to tell her that i needed help NOW. But she is ill so i am at a lost of what to do. I've got the next available drs appt - it is on friday. How many days between here and then? Too many. I actually think i am going insane. If i could be on my own then prehaps there is a possibility of getting through the next few days but everyone expects something from me. When will they realise that i have nothing left to give them?? ![]() I'm exhausted. |
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(((((((((( Abby ))))))))))
I'm sorry things are so hard for you right now. When I think I'm going insane I remember the saying or quote which goes something like, ' If you think you're insane, you're sane; if you think you're sane, you should start to worry, because you'll be insane' (paraphrased I know).
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That's why it's such a serious thing to ask a Centaur to stay for the weekend. A very serious thing indeed. - The Silver Chair |
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((((((((((((( Abby )))))))))))))
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(((((((((( Abby ))))))))))))
Hang in there, and keep checking in. We can count down the days here until you see the counselor. Call a hotline or go to the ER if you can't wait. Things will get better. If people are asking too much of you, tell them that you are struggling right now and need some time, or some help, or let them know what you can and can't do and what you would like them to do to help you.
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thank you all for caring.
I did go to the emergency room the other day because i did not feel i was able to get through till friday. I saw a psychiatrist who diagnosed me with agitated depression - i'm not sure exactly what that is so if anyone has any idea?? So now i'm on 2 sets of meds and at home with my parents. I still feel kinda wound up but now also sick too! |
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(((((((((((((((Abby)))))))))))))))
I'm glad you were able to get some help for yourself. That took A LOT of courage. I've never heard of agitated depression myself ... but at least you know have a better idea of what you're going through - well, once you talk it through a bit with your counsellor. Hope you're feeling a bit better ... hugs Jacq
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I think agitated depression is where it involves anxiety and with it an inability to keep still?
Or when the depression is caused by something in particular? (which 'agitated' the depression.) Both of those are guesses though... perhaps you could ask the psychiatrist you see what it means...
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Abby, I'm glad you went for help when you needed it. Hang in there. Any better now?
Rap
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