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I was in choir tonight when i got either an anxiety attack or several panic attacks. Was claustrophobic and wanting to flee. also wanting to cut which has been the second time today that i've had to get past the urge. It was so bad it's like reality stopped being real. I thought it had already happened - i could see the cuts so clearly in my mind (and worse than usual) that when i got home, i thought they were really there. I went to wash dishes and was afraid to roll up my sleeves in the presence of my fam. But there are no cuts. I swear I saw them - they were real, but only for that moment. has that happened to others? am i losing what little grip on reality I thought i had?
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Yeah, I've had that happen. Or I'll dream about it and when I wake up it is so real I think that I really did it, and I'm worried about how to explain to DH or T that I lost it again.
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yeah - i didn't know how i was going to explain this one... and then it was gone. and i still have a hard time explaining it. tho it is better knowing it's not just me.
kiya
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