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After 2 years without SI, I relapsed earlier today. I received some news that I didn’t like, got frustrated and acted impulsively. The silly thing is I’m not even upset about it anymore. Feeling pretty pathetic. I thought I had moved on from this.
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I don't know about anyone else but even though I haven't self-harmed in quite a few years now, I know the urge is still inside me. I can't say what it would take to bring it back out. But I presume there probably is something. Hopefully you'll be able to see this as simply an isolated event. We all have them one way or another from time-to-time.
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I'm sorry. Remember SH is a coping mechanism and although it is maladaptive sometimes it is what it is. You have a long track record of two years, you are very strong. You can get past this and get back on track. I believe you can do it.
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