[elmarko]

yeah, i went like nearly 2 months without any for of SH, then for some reason, i duno what, i guess somik really got to me, i found myself doing it. its the middle of summer, im going to spain in a weeks time, ,and im walking around in a long sleeved shirt. why am i so weak?!!

anyhow, i am proud of the two months (alomst) that i did go without it, and even when i slipped up it was not extremely bad, kept away from hospital, didnt need any treatment, it was jkust ucky, but i took care of it, now mum is so worried tho, she knows i used to SH but we have never ever spoke about it, and she knows im struggling at the moment, im gona have to tell her soon cos i cant wear long sleeves in spain! ARGH!!!

Marko

[Zenobia]

I hope telling her goes well. It was so hard for me to tell anyone, even my T about it. Even now I don't talk about it to the people that know. I dont know why that is. I do think it is important to be open about it but am finding the openess to be difficult.

I am glad you feel good about the 2 months and recognize this as a temporary set back. That will help you in starting your next long stretch rather then slipping down into the repeated self injury place.
Carrie

<font color=blue>If you have two dollars, spend one on bread and the other on flowers. The bread will feed your body and the flowers will feed your soul."--Arabic Saying