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First of all I DON'T SELF HARM
This is something that bothers me since long ago, for some reason, when I feel over-euphoric, I find it really really funny to stab myself and bleed, to the point I start laughing at the idea of doing it. It becomes extremely hilarious and I feel really high. It is not something sexual, It feels purely insane, i feel deranged, not myself. I don't know if any of you have ever experienced something like this.
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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I hope you don't stab yourself to often and this thing doesn't turn in to an addiction to self- injury (once you start, it is so hard to stop)
I have never experienced this- at least not finding it hilarious I am a self-harmer, and it does feel good- and it does make me feel happy and content, but I don't laugh |
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do you just find this with self-harming, or do you find it other things as well (things that are quite serious)
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I have been this werid since two weeks
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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I don't laugh but I smile and get a kind of high feeling whilst self harming
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