[shirley1221]

I have self injured since I was a child. There are alot of reasons I suppose. I just know that for me it makes the intense feelings go away for a little while.

My husband has been abusive so bad this weekend. I wish I could find the courage to leave him. He hurts me mentally and physically and sexually.

i cut where it does not show because I have teenagers still at home and they will not understand. I have PTSD and I have been having flashbacks so bad lately

I am tired of fighting with this disorder so long.

[bipolar_bear]

(((((((((((((((((((((shirley)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry of your home situation. I am sorry that you feel you have no other option than to cut although I understand. No one deserves to be treated poorly but I assume there is so much more to your situation. I am glad you found us and hope I can help provide some support for you. Please try and stay safe.

BB

[Christina86]

(((((((((shirley1221))))))))))))))))

glad you found us. keep posting and try to stay safe.

[mandazzle]

(((((Shirley)))))
Keep holding on.

[mlpHolmes]

Shirley, I understand. Can you ONLY FOCUS on ONE thing or person important in your life, that gives your life meaning.Secondly, aim for two hrs. of no SI ing, distract yourself, when two hrs. are up, shoot for just two more hrs., no SI ing. Thirdly, Practice One Day at a Time

[queenie123]

Hi Shirley, you will find the courage to leave when the time is right, until then, remember how special you are and do what you need to do to look after yourself

(((((((hugs)))))))
queenie

[bchlyn]

hi shirley... i am sorry that you find yourself in an abusive situation... do you have someone you can talk too?... a t?... i understand how hard it is to leave.... take gentle care of yourself...lyn

[Kiya]

((((((((((((shirley))))))))))))