[blackdragon]

Im losing everything... my car (mom took it away cause she doesnt want to fix the brakes, they still work just once in a while they short out), my phone so i cant call, my independence... Im stuck driving a car that shakes when going over 20mph and its not even mine... Now i want to go down to alexandria but i dont want to ride with my dumb mom for two hours, i cant even stand her for two minnutes. I want to drive down by my self... I lost my independence, Now i will have a damn warrent on me tomorrow cause i cant pay my court cost and she wont help me... And i dont want to mow the freaken lawn on top of working 8 dam hours... I want my friends to log back on to msn so i can talk to them... I lied to one cause i dont want to hurt him... I want to just cut my shoulder more.. (i allready did) I wnat my therapist back, i want my medication back, i want my doctor back, i want my life back... I want to be able to leave for weeks on end and not haft to worry about my dam bunnies starving cause they wont feed them or water them... I just want to put my rabbits up for adoption, same with my bird and cat, i want to just pack up and go... Leave this stupid town... leave this stupid life...

[Rapunzel]

Coffee stopped working, huh? {{{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

I am sorry that you are having such a rough time. Hang in there. It will get better.

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