 |
| FAQ/Help |
| Calendar |
| Search |
|
#1
Apr 16, 2008, 11:15 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Tonight I'm having a really rough time. I posted about what's going on in the Depression forum (I feel completely abandoned right now). I have the urges--getting stronger--and I'm trying really hard not to cut.
I've been a cutter for over 17 years now...I don't even remember the first time. I've romanticized my cutting (or at least that's what they keep telling me) and don't know if I ever wanna quit. It's just knowing I have that option always open...I feel safer that way. I just want the urges to go away! |
|
#2
Apr 16, 2008, 11:42 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
(((TaintedGoth1)))
|
|
#3
Apr 17, 2008, 12:23 AM
|
|||
|
|||
|
I am so sorry you are struggling tonight. The urges do lessen more and more over time. Hope you feel better soon.
|
|
#4
Apr 17, 2008, 01:53 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
((((((((((Hugs))))))))))) responded to your other post...
Breathe. Talk to me, how can I help? Send me a PM and scream at me if it helps any... or find something else to distract yourself? Be safe.
__________________
|
|
#5
Apr 17, 2008, 08:28 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
how are you? lyn
__________________
lyn one could do worse then be a swinger of birches. ~robert frost~
|
|
#6
Apr 17, 2008, 05:33 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Well I did make it through the night...it's just when I hit a depressive episode where I feel abandoned or hurt by someone else do I start to want to hurt myself.
I guess you could say my main trigger is other people or my relationship with them. Thank you all for your support. |
|
#7
Apr 18, 2008, 10:40 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
I relate so much to that!
  ((((((((((((( Hugs ))))))))))))) 
__________________
|
|
#8
Apr 18, 2008, 11:11 PM
|
|||
|
|||
|
<font color="red">(((((((((((((TaintedGoth1))))))))))))) </font>
Know what I see? I see someone who has been STRONG FOR 24 DAYS! I see someone who didn't let the urges get 'em for 24 days. I see, because you came here, that you don't really and truly want to SI. You're 24 days STRONG! Just take it one day at a time ... and if that doesn't work, take it minute by minute. <font color="red"> LIFE IS A MARATHON, NOT A SPRINT! </font> Hang in there! <font color="purple"> YOU CAN DO IT! </font> You are 24 days STRONG and counting! GoodMama
__________________
Tomorrow always has the potential to be better than today! |
|
#9
Apr 18, 2008, 11:54 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Awww...thanks. I've been really depressed for a few days now...and somehow I just keep on trucking! I'm just trying to keep my hands busy mostly...I know if I can do that then I'll be ok...even if I do have to get up and do something like cleaning...
|
|
#10
Apr 20, 2008, 08:06 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Yeah just keep your mind off things hun and distract yourself... thats about the only think that works for me. Your doing well, keep it up
babyg xxx
__________________
~ HEY! I run a site on mental health called The Manic Years. I'm looking for some brave souls to share their own personal encounters with mental health. Are you up for sharing your story? Please get in touch on themanicyears@gmail.com. Thank you  ~Follow my blog here; http://themanicyears.com Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013) 'Borderline traits' Dissociative episodes |
| Reply |
This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
|
Similar Threads
|
||||
| Thread | Forum | |||
| i am really struggling tonight | Self Injury | |||
| Still Struggling with it | Grief and Loss | |||
| It's me again and I am struggling..................... | Depression | |||
| Struggling... | Depression | |||
| struggling | Relationships & Communication | |||
My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.
Linear Mode
