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Oct 08, 2004, 11:46 PM
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Well last nite all i thought about was play practice.. and how i dissapointed ym director by not going to some practices cause of work.. i only had 3 days off that i could go to practice... well i couldnt stop thinking about the whole thing and eventually i cut 13 times to make the thought go away...
Well today was no better.. I stood up for my self at work and when i got home i told my mom all about it.. well that was a mistake.. i guess i shouldnt have stood up for my self.. she told to start acting NORMAL instead of a tough girl act... well few weeks ago she tells me to not let anyone walk all over me.. and today she is telling me to act normal and not make waves and let people walk on me basically... I guessi should know when to act and when to stand according to her mood... I want to cut some more.. i dont want to fight the urge anymore.... i give up... sorry if i babbled on.
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Oct 08, 2004, 11:50 PM
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(((((blackdragon))))))
Don't know what to say. Just giving you some support and caring. Angela
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Oct 09, 2004, 12:16 AM
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It's hard when people are not consistent about what it is that they want you to do. And I guess the answer is to make up your own mind and listen to your inner voice instead, but the repercussions still hit, and oh boy do I know what that feels like. It is so frustrating! Still you can't please everyone and you can't please anyone all of the time. Those are universal truths. So you need to start listening to what you want to do and what you feel is right and important.
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Oct 09, 2004, 08:31 AM
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((((((((((((((((((Blackdragon)))))))))))))))))))))))))) safe hugs only if you want them
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You can choose to be all you can be or you can choose to be less. Why not stretch to the full measure of the challenge and see all that you can do? You cannot change your destination overnight, but you can change your direction. -Jim Rohn |
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Oct 10, 2004, 11:18 AM
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All I can do is give you a hug {{{{{{{{{{{{{{[[Black Dragon}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Take care and know you are in my thoughts, Carrie |
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Oct 16, 2004, 12:20 PM
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Parents are the worst for consistency! You can't rely upon them for any support in my family. the very ppl you want to love you always give the wrong answer if you ask me. i'm tired of trying to be loved by them, or anyone. rely upon no one and i won't be disappointed. nona.
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