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Old Jun 11, 2008, 04:41 PM
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Im feeling the urges bad tonight...

Im sorry.

I have that feeling of emptiness and rejection again, though I know its not really there.
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Old Jun 11, 2008, 04:56 PM
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Hope the feelings and urges go away soon. =( No need to be sorry!
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Old Jun 11, 2008, 05:08 PM
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Oh god no, I tried writing my feelings down but it just made me want it more, its been a month now, I know that the scissors are in the drawer and I can get them out if I want to because they are right there, the answer to make this pain go away right now is 30 seconds away
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Old Jun 11, 2008, 07:28 PM
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((((((((((BabyG)))))))))))))

I'm sorry I wasn't around when you first posted, and I hope you managed to keep yourself relatively safe (if possible).

When faced with the urge... I normally destroy something, like a book or go out and really spend the energy I've got stored up in my body... maybe you can try that?
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Old Jun 11, 2008, 09:08 PM
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i am sorry your having the urges... maybe you could try to do something nice for you?
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Old Jun 12, 2008, 07:32 AM
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Hey babyG, hang in there =(
I hope we're not too late. Don't do it. Hug a pillow tight, watch TV, have a shower. Distract yourself. Help yourself, girl.

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Old Jun 12, 2008, 08:00 AM
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Old Jun 12, 2008, 08:24 AM
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Old Jun 13, 2008, 11:02 AM
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Im better.

I didnt harm but I did something that ive been trying not to do for years. I got out my old diaries and reminised about the past... the past that I closed the door on over two years ago, and never thought about since.

I read about all the good times, that I'd never been able to read because that happy past was snatched away from me. Which is stupid, because I am now seeing that past again tonight, I dont want to go back into that frame of mind again. So we'll see what happens tonight, maybe I'll smile and walk away, maybe I wont.

thanks guys for the support, it was much needed. Much love for you all

babyg xXx
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