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#1
Jun 23, 2008, 10:25 PM
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This is how I feel right now. I'm too upset to create my own poetry:
This song is by Chimaira and is called "Nothing Remains": I shout these words To those who never listened I pen this letter with the utmost convivction It's been dark in here, cold and relentless It's been too long. I can no longer fight this Too late to change my mind Nothing remains, I've silenced the pain All the years passed No one heard my true feelings You continued to act like you knew me Did you ever stop to think that I'd be able To look in your eyes and say that I'm stable Too late to change my mind Nothing remains, I've silenced the pain Don't tell me that I am taking the easy way out No underlying message to figure out What you get from me is what I put out No one knew a thing about me Just longing to be accepted Wait 'til you've seen what I've become My lifelessness Too late to change my mind Nothing remains, I've silenced the pain Really struggling with the urges tonight.  J
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"One by one, as they march, our comrades vanish from our sight, seized by the silent orders of omnipotent death. Very brief is the time in which we can help them, in which their happiness or misery is decided. Be it ours to shed sunshine on their path, to lighten their sorrows by the balm of sympathy, to give them the pure joy of a never-tiring affection, to stregthen failing courage, to instill faith in hours of despair." -Bertrand Russell With love and hope, <~/J\~> |
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#2
Jun 23, 2008, 10:38 PM
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((((((((((( J )))))))))))
I'm so sorry for your pain. beautiful song  
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Jun 24, 2008, 03:03 PM
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((((((((((((J)))))))))))))))
I'm sorry I didn't see this last night, How are you feeling today? I'm always here if you want to talk.  Silver |
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#4
Jun 24, 2008, 05:08 PM
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Thanks for your support. (((((Fuzzy))))) (((((Silver)))))
I'm not struggling too much with urges to SI today, but I'm still really depressed. And upset. I live in Section 8 housing (ie, governement subsidized housing) and they have the right to drop in and inspect our apartment whenever they please. First of all, just in principle that is really humiliating. Only the poor would be subjected to such denigration... Anyway, I was in the shower when they came, so I didn't hear them. I was listening to music, so when I opened the door, I still couldn't hear them (seeing as though it's summer, it's hot and humid, and I had just taken a shower, I really needed some fresh air). Anyway, after doing that, while I was getting dressed, one of the government stoolies came up and saw me in the bathroom. It was so f-ing humiliating and embarrassing... Now I'm just more angry than anything... I hate this country and the way it treats its lowest...  (if they had a smiley flipping the bird, I'd use it right now...)J
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"One by one, as they march, our comrades vanish from our sight, seized by the silent orders of omnipotent death. Very brief is the time in which we can help them, in which their happiness or misery is decided. Be it ours to shed sunshine on their path, to lighten their sorrows by the balm of sympathy, to give them the pure joy of a never-tiring affection, to stregthen failing courage, to instill faith in hours of despair." -Bertrand Russell With love and hope, <~/J\~> |
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